down with cough and flu.. =( i really hate cough. the whole hall is so quiet with me coughing non-stop for the past two days. and worst of all, it makes me unable to write. and hence lead to the fact that i can't finish the paper. was trying to hold back not to cough and its really difficult! =( die die die. please go away cough!!

owell, econs was really hard i think and once again i chose the wrong question. how bad can that be? today's physics paper 2 by right is consider easy but due to my stuper duper carelessness plus i did not finish, yay, i think i wan dan le. haiz... hate the rainy weather too these few days too!! sometimes so cold sometimes so hot! make me so sleepy and tired but i can't get to sleep these few days! =( everytime going to fall asleep i will start coughing and then awake. rarr!

11 more days to go! or at least 5 more days, till after next tues can slack abit already! faster come! and i wan to recover really soon! i have been drinking tons of water, visiting the toilet umpteen times a day, abstaining from cold stuffs like ice cream and bubble tea and all those junk food!! but i can't control myself soon and i wan to eat them! =(

taking everything in my stride already, kan kai le. so what if it is A levels? =/

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haiz.. sick.. having sore throat and a bit feverish.. cold on the outside, hot in the inside =( what a bad timing to get it right? tried self curing this time and don't know why cannot work this time! wasted my time sleeping. =( now no time to study already. how to concentrate too when i am already so distracted.

fri was maths paper 2. it was still okie. but i stupidly handed in my question paper as well and by the time i realised it was too late to retrieve it back. owell, nvm i don't think i need it right?

only 1 week down, still have 3 more weeks to go or at least 1 and a half more before we can slack a bit. but i already no mood to study le. have been treating the exams so lightly and still studying at my own sweet pace. wish me luck man.

hope this week will be over faster, i really wan to rest. stupid sore throat is leading to cough which i hate most and can't take it. i will die if it doesn't recover by tomorrow. =(

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i am freaking pissed off now, with nobody else but myself!! =@@@@@ did the hardest ques and leave out the easiest ques! how can a person be so stupid like me?????????? DUMB! and the fact that the hardest ques is the topic with i am the weakest at and obviously i dunno how to do, while the easiest one is the topic which i am much better at. WTH! ='( ='( ='( everything has not been smooth since A level starts. maths paper 1 was crap, with some stupid sign that nv see before. GP came out topics i din cover at all and i din finish my AQ. wadever la! chem paper 3 was considered relatively ok but i make such a stupid blunder which is going to lead to terrible results. i should go bang my head against the wall! AGGHHHHHHH!! =((((((

i wan to cry badly now... :'(

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the ge tai here at my house is super noisy just now!!! i can't concentrate and study! plus i did a chem paper 3 and i got lots dunno how to do and wrong! =((( so irritating! heard that the ge tai or drama is going to last for the whole week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how am i going to study??????? tell me tell me... :(:(:( i still got a lot more things to study!

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school has ended and we had our graduation on 26 oct, mon. the concert was not bad, some teachers are quite creative in their writings for their students like bio department injecting good charms gene into the host. maths dept with their extrapolation of graph for our results, history dept comparing the sources etc x) busy talking individual photos and did not had many group photos! magic show was super funny! with ming da making fun of mr tong! and how the gp tutors mark our scripts by drawing circles and throwing it to see where it land. lol! =.= took a last ahs photo too! the ahs spirits will always be there! :) ate lunch with class at pizza hut after that.

so despite many many upsetting and empty moments that had happened in tj much more than the enjoyable ones, i have grown more i guess. learn to be more independent definitely.

this is really funny!
the 6 of us

ahs!
rushed down to my sis graduation ceremony at swiss hotel last wed. all because of stupid tuition, i couldn't attend! i had to rush down after that. by the time i reached home it was already 8 plus and then rushed like mad down because she could not bring the mortar home to take pics lor. so by the time i reached, it ended already but still they lingered around more some time. happy to my sis graduate and it was her pay day! =D took some photos and wore her square hat! i worried i dun have the chance to do that so had to have a try. wahaha.. my mum is super cute cause she wanted to try too! hope i will have my chance and bring my parents to my graduation ceremony too.

好幸福!
so proud of my sis! =D
my cute mum! =)

when will i get my turn?

had my last tuition today, which sucks totally. but owell, finally the last lesson already. it better helps after i have been paying so much fees! been feeling restless and moody.. =( listened the radio and they say a studying buddy helps. i thought of the times sh, jt and me were in 4A classrooms studying together, cheering each other on. and the funny incident of the clown! those were the days..

1 more week to the start...

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had the last day of lessons on friday. =) finally! i have to admit that i have not been studying a lot ever since after prelims. the prelims just make me feel sad. but i am glad that my class is one of the top i think from all the ranking that shows and one of the best value added class. sad that i am not part of it. hope that it will be better for As then.

have been having maths mock papers after school. they are very boring. sitting there in the lt, freezing cold and hungry and don't know how to do those questions for 3 long hours! :( although there seems to have an improvement in the marks but the papers were easier. owell...

mon was school holiday due to the early deepavali this year. went to the library to try to study but there was no space! had to go to the cafe which was not that conducive due to the noisy ice blender and oily smell. =X was sad that i could not join asg for dinner last friday at 18 chef due to tuition!!! =((( JIETING IS BACK! but we met on mon at the library. :D 6 weeks just past so quickly and there were lots of interesting stories! O.O hahaa.. had a winnie the 'pull' toy which hands and legs will vibrate when pulled! my friends and i had fun pulling it! it looks retarded but v cute! hehee.. :)

after the chem mock paper on fri, came home in the evening and finally went for a jog after such a long time of procrastination! =D ran from my house to bedok reservoir and another 1km round it non stop. rested for a while and wanted to run back but heart pain =/ so walked back instead. zZzZzz.. =.= and now, i am having muscles ache all over!! btw, guess who i saw?! i saw mrs lee, our bio teacher! hahaa.. she was strolling on her own and she recognized me =) at night, there was the 九王爷迎神会 at the void deck. very 热闹 but not so as compared to previous years. soon, there will be the lost of culture already. no more mochi, no more peanut porridge, no more fun going up and down.. =(




used to have many people crowding around and watching

used to have many pretty, nicely decorated lorries


mon is farewell assembly + concert. going to be the end of the life in tj. more saddening memories there than gd ones but still, it has made me grow. its not the time to think of it now! it just shows that A level is getting nearer! omg! =(

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all the results are back and terribly bad.. around the 40s and 50s region. many mock papers are coming up and they are all in the afternoon, so end up the whole day is gone again and yet revision work are piling higher and higher. still have a lot of questions don't know how to do when doing the papers. losing confidence..

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