had a rough week last week.. fri was terrible.. sudden news.. ='( reliase tt life is actually so precious.. there is so many natural disasters happening lately.. many ppl died.. the photos on the newspaper every morning making the headlines are so devastating.. see le also feel very sad.. haiz.. went home straight after sch on fri.. actually have college day rehearsal but din went.. cried.. the feeling of losing somebody is terrible.. i just dunno how to express it.. although this was not as bad as 5 yrs ago.. but it is still very upsetting and regretting.. =( seeing the ppl ard me all doing something yet i dunno how to help and not doing my part, not contributing and instead went off to do something else.. wad was i thinking??? i think i need to do some refections.. but it is already over.. wads the use of saying this now? forget it.. i am just so unfilial.. i'm sorry.. =( we will miss u..

ok.. so i went on to watch vjco concert last fri.. we rush there like mad.. den was nearly late.. met quite some tjco ppl on the bus rushing there too.. luckily din miss any songs.. their concert was quite nice.. =) a lot of songs played and it ended quite late.. the dizi players were so pro! their presentation was really nice and interesting.. i like the dizi canno in d one! more of the way they present it than how well they played though.. =X waited for simin to come out but she lah.. so busy din come out.. nvm.. we saw yan zhou n guo xiang.. haha..

sat 10 may: had prac in the morning.. den had planned to go shopping for black dress for concert but had something on.. so din go with them.. at night was tjband concert.. at first a bit sian.. but the stage band put up by the j1s was superb! it was wow! quite impressive.. they spend a lot of time on this item so glad tt their efforts paid off coz it was very successful.. =) next is the percussion item! really like tt one a lot! haha.. perc is usually the most interesting de.. =D their attire make them look smart and nice too! with the different coloured ties.. hahaa..

sun 11 may: went for pw meeting to do gpp.. all were present.. and it was so funny.. very glad tt nivia is in my grp.. she do things very efficient.. make me so guilty.. =/ i need to buck up le...

tues 13 may: went off at 10.. super tiring day.. actually for the past few days also haven been slping well.. haiz.. everyone cried terribly hard tt day.. bye.. ='( din go for asg dinner tt day.. hm.. seems fun..

fri 16 may: pe was quite slack.. the j3 teacher is so nice.. hope it wld be the same next wk.. had physics spa.. think i screw up.. haiz.. shall not talk abt it.. sian.. we need take chem spa next week.. =( went back to ahs to publicize for tjco concert.. i realise it is super hard to persuade someone to go for concert.. haiz.. all coz of money issue.. and i went back den forgot to take my testimonial.. lol..

sat 17 may: went for collge day although i told ct tt i will be backing out.. lol.. and got her quite pissed off den ask me write parent letter.. wth.. luckily mr chan n ms goh is so nice.. let me off.. din do much in helping anyway.. den went for co.. my sl looks stress and angry with us coz we still cannot get the tempo correctly and keep making mistakes.. there is less than a week left and we are still in this state with one song haven played through once without stopping.. haiz... stress arh!!! after prac, went to orchard with felicia, yeewei, sing yee n zhilin to buy stuffs for concert.. so hard to find the black dress lah! haiz.. walk until so tired.. maybe coz i too chosy this dun wan tt dun wan lah.. if not too ex den i also dun wan coz will only be wearing for 1 time lor... i'm so sorry for making u all waste so much time to go buy with me.. we spend so long trying and looking for it.. until 9 plus den eat dinner.. =X ended up getting something so weird.. nvm.. found out today tt somebody else walk so much faster than me.. i thought my walking speed quite fast le.. but she walk so much faster lor.. haha.. sing yee is so funny too.. =) yup.. wan to thank u all agn.. feel so bad.. =/

sun 18 may: went to watch tkd competition today.. a bit sian though.. but went support leonard, yeow jiang they all mah.. and all other tj tkd ppl.. dun really know how they are graded but seems like this yr got strong opponents.. hm.. tj tkd quite gd de.. =) they have done their best le.. anyway, congrats to leonard for getting 2 golds! =) was doing my gpp when i was supposed to do on fri de.. =X

so glad tt tml is holiday... and by right tues dun need go sch coz or i-day... but concert coming so no choice.. having prac from 9 to 5.. really hope and praying hard tt our concert will be a success.. hope tt there will be almost full house also though i highly doubt.. see the ticket sale like very terrible.. haiz.. a lot of hw and tutorials to do also!!! dun think i can finish and i also dunno how to do! can somebody teach me physics and chem?? i'm dying soon.. =X worse of all is the compo tt spoil my whole weekend.. dun think i will be able to do also.. forget it man.. seems like i will be out everyday so also no time..

5 days left.. Musique pour TouJours..

its a bad day today.. so tiring.. woke up quite late and had to rush to sch.. den there was maths test.. =X and we haven do our gpp.. lots of things haven discuss yet.. our grp quite pathetic.. all of us all so busy den wno time do also..haiz.. =( there is comm interview today after sch.. screw up again.. seems like i will nv pass a single interview in tj.. have nv pass one yet lor.. =( din manage to say wad i wanted.. and it was so so so so scary.. all of them sit in 1 row in front of u den there is this 1 and only chair in front for u to sit.. and their tone was so serious and stern.. not like the usual them also.. =/ quite typical ques ask except for a few quite stun.. den i also dunno how to answer.. dunno wad i was toking lah.. haiz.. forget abt it man.. there is 15 days left to concert.. so worrying.. coz i haven prepare myself ready for it.. i still cannot make it lor.. =( hate the tempo but the songs are really super nice.. there is only 5 days to rest.. now is like we almost everyday got prac le.. hopefully i can make it.. still must trouble to go buy the dress.. =(

i got lots of things to blog about.. but a lot forget le.. hahaa.. shall start with the most recent ones this time.. =) sch is still not so gd n smooth.. =(

yesterday/2nd may fri: slack day in sch i suppose.. coz i was after a break of holiday.. screw up my physics test as usual.. cannot get it means cannot get in.. haiz.. nvm.. the most enjoyable part is that i meet up with sh n jt yesterday!! hehee.. we had so much fun talking and crapping and complaining abt our sch life.. wahahaa.. so stress relieving too... xD its just so sad that we are now on different paths.. but i believe tt we will still remain in contact.. =) we went eighteen chefs to eat lunch! hahaa... so long nv go there le.. but the food is still as nice.. hehe.. saw quite a few ahs ppl there too.. we sat there for like abt 3hrs just talking non-stop.. hahaa.. very long since i really had talk so much lor.. everyday in sch just feel like being a mute..

thurs 1st may: labour day! no need go sch! so glad.. wanted a break so much to do a lot of my work but just seems like there is no time.. did my pi for almost the whole day.. finally it is coming to an end.. but this is just the starting of pw.. there is more to come.. haiz.. so din had much time to study for physics too.. =X

wed 30 april: first time i pon lesson in tj.. feel super scary and worried.. but did it anyway, luckily din get caught.. hehee.. i feell quite bad for ponning too.. but just too hungry le.. and almost my whole class pon lor.. haha.. the group of us from my class pon den we went to eat kfc.. =D it was quite enjoyable coz they are really nice and fun ppl too.. =) after co was quite late, there is this megahouse function in tj.. they sort of transform the hall in a disco/dancing floor thingy.. went up to take a look.. was quite noisy but looks interesting.. and because of this event or for other reasons, all the gates in sch are locked! the main gate is like open ard every half an hour.. but end up i think the person holding onto the key have to open almost every 5 mins or so.. well.. was stucked in sch and we were soooooooo late for asg dinner again.. i'm so sorry.. well.. there is this whole bunch mixutre of j1s n 2s co ppl walking behind me also going for dinner.. feel so awkward.. =(

tues 28th april: its ben n jerry free cone day! haha.. we wanted to go get de... but went to downtown and found out dun hv.. only the outlet at white sands den have.. so sad.. =( made a wasted trip.. haiz.. there was co after tt.. and it sucks! they announced the dress code for concert.. it is getter from bad to worse and worse! hate it man! now become sooooooo much stricter already lor! WTH! said tt wan us to look elegant? pls lah.. not everybody will be k.. have some consideration for other ppl.. dun be so selfish la! go through soooooo much trouble and money for wad? just for this concert dunno how much money i am going to spend lah! at least 50 bucks lor! more than tt i think.. with so much criteria how to find lah??? rarrr!!! :@ this is just so troublesome and sucky! make me dun even feel like performing..

26th april sat: went for guitar concert.. it was ok.. only the last few songs are really nice and the guest performers rocks! tt guy is so young yet so talented.. hahaa.. mj guitar is also very gd! they played well! =)

couldn't recall much wad happen in between.. =/

19th april: had east zone co concert.. x) reach sch in the morning and prac fen yong n yao zu.. cannot really play well.. so was quite worried.. den conductor came and we prac.. fen yong was qutie gd.. =) had always love tt song! hahaa.. den had lunch opp sch.. get to talk to my section mate a bit more for the first time.. =) so nan de.. next, we prepare to go to vj! had to wear our cloak shoes like so early... i dunno why but it feels so uncomfortable.. reach vj.. feeling quite excited actually.. hehe.. coz will be meeting lots of sec sch friends! i miss them so much! hahaa.. we had our rehearsal on stage and it din went very well.. think my sl was quite pissed off.. =X den there was the combined reheasal for yao zu.. reliase tt only i will be playing for qudi.. omg! i badly wan to back out.. but went on with it coz no choice.. it was super terrifying coz i still couldn't get the fast tempo.. somemore it was with the other sch ppl and i was so dui lian lah.. my skills so lousy.. haiz.. the rehearsal was quite messy coz we dunno where to sit.. but glad tt the 2 guys sitting beside me was quite nice.. hehe.. they not bad looking too.. one from vj n the other from dunman high.. =P they are super pro also lah! so i could only hun inside.. haiz.. and for the combined song, we only practise for half an hour and the next time we are playing on stage is the actual one le! =/ so scary!!! next, we had dinner at the canteen.. only gt very short time to eat.. i was globbling down my food practically.. eat until super full.. den went back to the LT to wait coz concert starting soon at 5! our performace was not bad i think! hehe.. fen yong rocks man! xD then it is the combined sch song le!! so exciting! hahaa.. while waiting behind the stage, simin came and we were gaying ard.. =X it was so dark at the back and i think the vj guy think we are crazy.. haha.. nvm.. it was fun anyway! ohya! and tt dmn high dizi guy and me found each other familiar.. dunno where seems to have see him before.. hahaa.. yao zu wasn't tt well played.. but i think nobody really cares coz we dun have much time to prac together also.. so i think it is actually not bad le.. =) this concert turns out to be quite enjoyable! x) went to eat dinner with some juniors who came to support and a few others friends! =)

today going to watch ajco concert.. din wan to go actually.. but got no choice, no excuses to reject.. haiz.. guess i maybe going alone.. coz yeewei not going and i dunno where michael is.. so sad life.. =(