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Friday, October 24, 2008


love my pw grp! xD we really try to put in as much effort as we can to do our project.. we waited for each other to finish till ard 4am this morning.. =X and i woke up quite late and was rushing like mad to sch.. luckily there was no pe.. =) yeah! so all of us had to rush to the zap to quickly get our wr bind! there was super long queue but we managed to be the first few.. hahaa.. the atmosphere was really tense.. everytime need hand in such impt stuffs den the whole sch will feel so stiff up.. =X its an A level paper.. so i guess it has to be like that.. all of us were really worried and looking through the wr, flipping here and there for many times.. wr is really like almost half a yr efforts! finally it is handed in today!!! feels more relieve but to me, still feels very stress over op.. =( that worries me more.. haiz..

it was quite a slack day.. tutorials and lecture were the last for those subjects.. the funny thing is during physics double lesson, mr desai told us interesting stuffs abt the history of tj and tt he was classmates with mrs lim, the vp! hahaa.. we wasted almost a whole period talking abt tj and other jcs.. hahaa.. so funny and unusual for mr desai.. =P

by right we are supposed to rehearse after sch but as always, it was cancelled.. really dunno wads gonna happen to our grp.. pls pls stop having high expectations on us! we are not as gd as wad u think! and we are really screw.. that's wad i think.. mr chan did not even tell us all the criteria for the op exam.. like we are not supposed to crowd ard the table when we are not presenting etc.. he is so flexible abt our timing too.. haiz.. maybe i shld have more faith in our project.. sry but somehow i can't.. something is holding back me.. =(

was super tired when i reach home after only slping for 2 hrs plus.. so took a nap and woke up late for dinner.. hehee.. huiling is so funny today playing with michael's psp.. =P i brought my script to dinner and was really glad tt junle and jin jia helped me to look through and gave me lots of constructive advices and comments.. really make me think tt i shld edit the script.. pressurized and stress!!!! i have doubts abt our way of presenting now!! actually i was not really convinced right from the start but wad they say makes sense lah.. ah!!!! how??? i dun wan to screw up op and let the efforts go down the drain after a yr of hard work!!! i will cry man if the results are bad.. =(( really praying hard tt the examiners will accept our style of presenting as we are not following the standard of criteria.. we wan to make it more interesting and engaging.. yes, so let's cross our fingers and hope....... i am at a loss now, dunno how to edit my script due to my super lousy shit sucky english.. =@ and tml is the last rehearsal, full dress rehearsal and we are not prepared yet.. dun think there is much changes to the previous one so i find it quite meaningless.. feel so unprepared.. =(

i need confidence!!! give me that! tell me that! and i shld stop questioning and just move on.. despite all the doubts still floating in my mind.. got to make myself accept it somehow.. somehow........

jiemin
11:45 PM


its so early in the morning now.. zzZzzzz.. and i am here blogging.. so bored and tired... actually coz our group is still chionging wr which is to be handed in later.. haha.. the final, official submission! 40%! gt a lot of small small details we nv really pay attention to previously so now no choice must do and it is not very well done.. but not too bad le lah.. =D we are staying up to wait for each other to finish.. hahaa.. leonard is the most pitiful one.. had to stay up till now den get the finished one to burn into cds.. hehe.. we gt a bit trouble here.. technical prob.. the internet is freaking slow and we need to print our wr! both coloured and black and white.. =( den going sch to bind but confirm will jam and super long queue de!! =((( tired man.. we need rehearse op tml too.. and i really really dun feel like doing I&R.. =(( haizz... sat still need go sch early!! =(

hm.. this wk has been dreading... all the lessons were bored and i am tired.. everyday reached home and slp.. lol.. din do hw and nv really pay attention to lectures.. =X

mon: have care rep meeting after sch and we were putting up cranes.. seeing them decorate the corridor gives a feeling of sastifaction.. =D but then, everytime when it rains and when there is big wind, the cranes will fall and "die".. so sad.. =( we were supposed to rehearse for the next day's op but..... we din... =/

tues: got our second rehearsal.. well... i think tt we din really do any major changes and i dun think i did much better too.. =( yet we gt drastic comments from mr chan.. he praised us this time but we din change much! haiz.. i still could let it go so much and i guess i screw up.. the slides were jam too.. =( too lag due to too big size file.. ended up we got to resize all the pictures to make the file smaller... so sad lah! all the nice and super clear pic all gone le.. now become so blur and ugly.. =(((( and i realised tt Q&A is so scary.. they direct the ques to u and u have to answer it no matter wad.. had a slack co prac =)

actually nothing much happen this wk.. but i guess it wasn't a gd week.. my group was so demoralized.. =( all of us.. upon seeing others presentation.. the creative ideas, normal ideas, words and style and pictures etc.. gone.. we, our value, from here. maybe 80% drop
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till here.. 20%.. =(((( maybe it will den prompt us to think of better and more creative stuffs bah.. hopefully.. =) all the crazy and irrational ideas came out but like cannot be use.. =(( nvm.. we will do it! we will make it better! and first of all, i must learn to overcome my psychiological barrier.. give it all out! =XXXXXXX AH-HAH! =P
finally, i finish my 60 esp drama on last sat! hehee.. shld not addict myself agn coz there is tons of hw to do.. and lots of events too.. busy busy busy holiday.. our class chalet is gone just like tt too.. coz next day gt care rep stuffs.. anyway, its just 1 day 1 night so nvm.. zZzzzz..
tireddd..... later dunno can wake up anot.. =XX i really hope so man.. they still haven finished printing and burning!!!

jiemin
2:39 AM

Wednesday, October 15, 2008


okie.. it has been quite some time since i nv post le.. hm.. had been busy doing pw and erm... watching drama.. hee.. =P well.. last week got back all the results le.. erm.. okok.. at least can promote but not very gd also.. failed 2 subjects with the percentile counting from the back.. =( failed physics by just 0.1% and had to convert to H1.. =/ many ask me to appeal to keep 4 H2.. hopefully can bah.. but mr desai seems to advice and persuade for me to drop.. got to improve by next yr if not die.......... =(
got to know the news on thurs and it was somewhat upsetting although i expected it.. yea.. its contradicting.. luckily, tt day meet up with dear JIETING and SIHUI! xD we went eighteen chefs and sat there from 5 plus pm to ard 9.30pm!! haha.. tt's long.. we were almost the last to leave the place.. haha.. we forgot to take pic there and ended up going to bk just to take.. haha.. so funny! we talk abt lots of stuffs and it was really enjoying and stress relieving! thanks! xD


fri went orchard road with leonard to take photo for our pw op slides.. it was a super duper hot day! and tiring day! the most funny part was the one we wanted to take a picture of the toilet scene.. we went into mariotte hotel's toilet and it was very nice.. but its kind of weird to take photo in a toilet.. ppl will beat us up later.. hahaa.. i think we look kind of weird walking in there too.. =X at night was asg dinner.. not many came though..


sun: had to go to dunman high hostel to do pw!! early in the morning.. not very early also lah.. meet at 11am.. i wasn't late!! haha.. so nan de.. =P hm.. we were not very productive i would say.. ya.. only run through once briefly without the slides done or the script prepared.. but dunno why we took the whole day to do until evening time den we left.. must be cause of talking abt how it is like living in the hostel.. realise tt it isn't tt gd and condusive too.. =X no privacy one..


mon was a boring day at sch.. we started lecture and tutorials!!! most other schs are doing their pw instead but not us! so unfair! they don't have sch already leh... worse is we lack of time to do them together.. haiz.. the sun was scorching hot in the late afternoon during pe lesson.. my class girls were like standing ard seeing who is more bimbotic.. it was very funny coz they were standing in a centre of the basketball court! played a bit bb.. after tt went pp to meet zk, ch and sh.. they are still the same.. although we may be in the same sch but may not talk to each other too.. so sad.. =( waited for chermaine and den we went aston to eat! haha.. it's my first time eating at aston.. =) the food there is nice and the price is reasonable.. =) but i eat under super full! potatoes! hehee.. it has been quite some time since we sat down to eat and talk together le.. 1 yr has just pass so quickly.. so coincident, saw a senior eating there with her tpjc friends too.. yup.. after tt, we took bus 16 to bedok interchange.. this is really worth mentioning coz i really like the bus!!! hahaa.. its very cosy and warm, probably due to the sofa like seats and the car driver seats and a big tv there (not switch on though).. had nv seen such a creative bus before and it is really nice and wonderful tt i dun feel like alighting!! hahaa.. =D


tues: it is almost a whole pw day.. zaiyou's grp was the first to present.. hm.. theirs was not too bad.. all the speakers were quite gd.. =) den after tt was chermaine's grp.. their ppt was nice! haha.. the way they present was also very interesting! maybe too much info only bah.. so worried for my grp.. which we din rehearse yet and i haven even seen my script! =X after sch was the rest of the other grp. . hm.. not too bad too.. so my grp was very scared for our presentation the next day. we practise a while after sch.. went to a place with nobody.. and there was so much laughter and funny things tt happen!! hahaa.. leonard is really funny.. =P "hey nivia, wait a minute" *jump* =P hahaahahahaa.. sry.. din mean to expose anything.. heehee.. hm.. my scipt was written by nivia and it was errrrr.. so not for me.. it just doesn't fit me.. well.. the tone etc.. but there was no choice.. =( i had to do it..

wed: ok.. the day came for our first op rehearsal! =(=( we were all super nervous.. make me cannot concentrate during lessons lah.. i sort of screw up my part and erm.. some of the slides too.. haiz.. the rest of them were quite gd and ok.. but the first sentence tt mr chan, our st, said to us in front of the whole class was "honestly, i don't like your presentation". upon hearing this, i think our whole grp the morale from 70% drop all the way down down down to less than 10%.. sigh.. this is so saddening.. ='( well.. have to say tt we din really prepare enough but we really put our effort into doing this.. i have to admit tt our presentation is a bit too informal.. but i guess it really makes us unique and special.. =) and of course interesting! i like our transition best! and the template that we create on our own!! haha.. rocks man! xD too bad our st dun like it.. =( after sch, our grp meet up to do our wr.. erm.. by right we are suppose to do but i guess we end up talking too much.. only left leonard doing.. haha.. i was chatting with nivia about erm.. quite some stuffs and she exposed some of her 'secrets'! wahahaa.. actually not really.. but it was super funny.. such a naughty girl! haha.. 'b,f,s and a w g'.. hehee.. secrets between our grp.. really love my pw grp.. guess it is really pw tt bond us together.. will miss those times next yr when there is no more pw le... =(((
after tt went to meet yingsi, sockling and binli at eighteen chefs! haha.. super long nv see them le.. and they always had interesting stuffs to share.. =D saw bin's wr and their sch previous batch de best wr.. it was really impressive and wow.. make me feels so demoralize.. their sch standard really quite high and they only had 2 or 3 drafts.. and its so unfair, other schs all no more lessons already! or at least no more tutorials! but we have lah.. den make us everyday end sch late and not much time to do pw.. haiz.. =( ok..
oh.. we went starbucks and we saw alex! haha.. a pri sch friend.. 4 yrs le and i nv seen him once before.. quite tall now but still looks the same.. lol.. starbucks had no wind tt day.. =(

thurs was a tiring day coz of long day in sch with a lot of tutorials and i haven done them.. =(

fri: boring day in sch.. early in the morning got pe.. erm.. quite tiring coz too long nv stretch le.. we did human wheelbarrow.. reminds me of tt time in ahs.. fianlly had a taste of it and it wasn't pleasent.. haha.. not easy to do leh.. after sch went to eat aston! haha.. agn this wk.. but i think its nice leh.. =) make me this wk overspend.. =X after an enjoyable lunch, which i have trouble with the baked potatoe agn.. i had to go back to sch.. sian.. for some care rep stuffs.. ended up om not free den we cannot do anything.. make me go back for a wasted trip lah.. =/ feeling restless and went to disturb junhan's grp.. hehe.. subway sales wasn't gd tt day.. went home after tt to slp.. at night went for asg dinner.. there was some other 4k dinner at 85 too.. saw those vj ppl.. we were enjoying ourselves too! finally JUNLE is here today!! haha.. like so long nv see him le lah.. it was a tired day..

sat, today: went to play badminton with 3 other cousins at tp.. with muscles ache all over the body + headache... din wanted to go but promise le.. =x hm.... not as fun as those times in ahs when i play with yeekei and junhan! haha.. miss those days as always.. =( my skills deprove very horribly.. no stamina too.. rest for very long and then play for a while.. we played bb too.. realise one of my cousin is so pro at shooting 3 pointer ball!! he is so skinny yet gt so much strength to shoot in the ball and his aiming is super gd! haha.. came home and slp after tt.. hehe.. i dread doing all those piles of hw.. and pw too.. gt back i&r on fri and it was horrible.. well.. the other of my grp mates did quite well except me as usual and i think this has a big problem with my english and expression.. nvm.. hate english to the core! =( dun really wan to care.. but no choice..

going dunman high hostel agn tml for pw.. hope we will be efficient and i hope i rmb to bring food this time.. if not have to go hungry le.. =((

finishing my drama soon.. cannot start new one if not will addict! =X hehe.. oh.. and next week pdp is starting............... i dread it badly................................... really badly........................................ =(((((((((((((

jiemin
10:53 PM

Friday, October 03, 2008


its just pw for today and yesterday.. and our grp is super slack i suppose.. seeing all the other groups rushing their WR and OP and we are doing it so slowly.. haiz.. others are thinking so highly of our group.. yet we are not as perfect as they think so i guess.. in my opinion, i think we are quite disorganised.. when we find out we need something den we go find and den do.. not like get the information ready lor.. =X eg. we think we need some statistics on buskers den we email NAC also requesting for partnership.. we hope we get sponsored den we email and ask.. we think we need a clearer journey den we ask for interview with jack sim.. so many changes here and there.. hopefully it will be finalize soon.. so stressful.. i guess everyone is stress over pw.. =(

today was really exciting and worrying man! haha.. early in the morning we had op lecture and they made it sounds so formal and scary and serious which is true but ya.. really requires lots of effort put in.. this is my weakness section.. dunno how to face it.. =( dun wish to affect my grp too..
yea.. den after tt we chiong to the hub to print our gpp BUT its really pack with ppl queuing to print too.. super long queue! we checked our email and got a shock of our life man! mr jack sim replied us so fast and agreed to our interview!!! hahaa.. but its like early in the morning at 9am and the time is already over when we saw the email.. =XXX i think we nearly screamed in the hub.. hahaa.. so we decided to call to apologize and arrange another face to face interview coz its like a golden opportunity! cannot miss! =D and he is really nice to agree and it is in the afternoon at 4pm in his house! OMG!!! hahaa.. we were really excited over this! can't believe it! coz he is like the founder and chairperson for the World Toilet Organisation (WTO)! some interesting and impt and renown person internationally i guess.. maybe he agreed to us so heartedly is coz of leonard's email ah.. =P super funny! it goes like this: GOOD AFTERNOON SIR, WE NEED YOUR HELP. all in caps and he accidentally send to him.. so ps sia.. haha.. the toilet-man! xD whoo~!

yup.. i went for care rep meeting with this overjoyed feeling but den the meeting turns out quite shi bai.. ok lah.. at first only 1 came den we call and 2 more came.. the rest uses excuses of pw.. lol.. forget it.. so we teach them how to do paper cranes but they like so interested tt we finished all the paper we have.. make until fingers pain.. =( haha..

went back for pw and our group did nothing except prepare the questions for the interview.. slack man.. feel a bit guilty.. actually we are suppose to do OP one! its like other classes already have their rehearsals le or at least prepare for their slides and scripts... but we only draft out the skeleton of the OP.. =X hope got enough time.. after sch gt interview for TIP.. er.. nothing much to say.. i guess i am just not for it and screwed up as usual.. oh ya!! btw, a primary sch friend suddenly msg me so randomly! haha.. after 4 yrs of no contact.. and this yr have been seeing quite some pri sch friends agn! guess we may be having a gathering during the holidays! so exciting! hahaa.. =D

ok! here comes the most exciting part! haha.. was raining heavily at first.. so we took a cab down to mr jack sim's house cause we dunno where tt place is.. but actually its quite near to the dunman high hostel.. =) we were super funny.. coz we reached there much earlier den nivia was so excited at seeing him lah when we were just outside his house! think he may have heard us.. haha.. den here comes mr chan msg.. telling us abt ques we could ask and mr chan himself is also interested in interviewing him! ahaha.. next, we went to the park opposite his house to settle ourselves down first.. lol.. i was actually quite nervous and excited.. haha.. we took quite some time and den decided to go in.. erm.. his house is those kind of old bungalow.? i suppose.. not very sure wad it is called.. but it gives a cozy and back to the past feeling.. =)

we sat in his garden and started the interview.. there were lots of mosquiteos bites and irritating houseflies flying all over though.. =S he told us quite some interesting stuffs abt his journey and changes which is quite inspiring.. and i really admire his entrepreneurship spirits.. promise first and then deliver! super daring lah! and this is quoted from him "created something out of nothing". haha.. i think the most 经典 is this poem wrote by him during the sars period.. i am now in love with this poem le.. haha.. =P

it goes like this:
人 众 木 森
从 从 林 林
众 人 森 木

the meaning is something like: 1 person/tree makes up the society/forest
den there shouldn't be individualism as each and every one makes up the society so we shouldn't be full of ourselves but must consider all others
as we are part of the society.. very chim and got so deep meaning.. haha.. xD if you also notice, it is 1 人 and 1 木 den is 1, 2, 3 and 3, 2, 1.. interesting wor.. hahaa.. =D this is like some motivation..

yup.. and his house got this dog very big size tt walks ard us.. a bit scary.. luckily he din really keep coming to me.. haha.. lastly, we took a photo together! =) think we din really prepare enough in terms of the voice recording.. its like we change from camera to phone den to camera etc.. and my phone battery went totally dead.. overall, it was an enriching trip.. really teach us quite some things.. like going for a talk/attend a lesson.. life lesson.. haha..

Mr Jack Sim with our group =)

hm.. abt yesterday was also on pw.. we had much fun practising and drafting and rehearsing out our idea for op.. =) doing a role play i guess.. looks quite interesting.. and there were many funny moments where we laughed at each other.. haha.. =P so enjoyable!

quote of the day: "gaining much more from giving" =)

jiemin
9:31 PM


i dunno if i am pissed now or wad.. there is something wrong with me.. i really dunno.. BY RIGHT, there is asg dinner NOW! but yea.. i am currently at HOME.. waited for an hour there ALONE and there was ZERO ppl there.. well.. its as usual? no calls to rush den no come.. no inform also.. nvm.. take it as i am impatient.. sry.. i know i used to be late too.. forget it.. maybe its just a bad day for me.. =( blame it on my dead hp batt then!

i'm sorry i left.. =(

jiemin
8:01 PM

Wednesday, October 01, 2008


its children's day, hari raya puasa, china's national day and my sis bday... so many celebrations today.. the day started well.. er.. had to wake up early to go pray.. cause its my ah ma bday today also.. so busy.. yup.. den after tt noon come home and rush to do my sis present.. actually a card only lah.. dunno wad to get for her.. but i spend a lot of time and effort doing k.. and then rush through some pw op work for tml.. and den out to tm to celebrate my sis bday at swensens! there were lots and lots and lots of ppl.. we went there super early at ard 6pm and there was already super long queue.. perhaps coz of children's day also den got some promotion which we din know until we almost finish.. lol.. cause of those 2 stubborn cousins.. =/ haiz.. had ice cream cake! not too bad.. but all choc.. =X had a really full dinner after not eating much for breakfast and lunch.. after dinner parents and cousins wan to go home coz there is sch and work tml but i wanted to go buy shoes for my sis.. she din find the one she wan though and worst thing is tt i gt blame for the delay..

the day was prefectly fine until just noww.. this is so pissed off man! we waited for 17 for almost an hour and the bus din come! WTH!!! it is the longest time tt i have waited and it gt us all super irritated and angry.. even my most patient dad is angry.. RARR!! stupid bus 17!!! gonna complain abt this to SBS! its really not exaggerating k! almost an hour leh! push to the limit le.. ended up we took a cab home and there was stupid jam! WTH! and when we reach home, the bus 17 came not long after tt.. its super pissed off! spoiled the whole day and spoiled the whole mood.. like now my fault like tt for missing the previous bus and had to wait so long and it din come! wad a day man! =@

here are some pictures taken today..

the nice ice cream choc cake.. x)

haha.. Happy Children's Day my dear sis! xP (see.. so nice ehh.. )

ok.. here's the real one.. haha.. 20 le.. so old.. =P (had a hard time looking for the words in the magazines lah!)

nice? by right the photo should be pop up but it dun look like leh.. a bit shi bai.. but still very creative lah hor? hehee.. =D

my sis and me at swensens! look at her happy and xing fu face lah.. take pic also slanted.. lol.. xD

jiemin
10:18 PM

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