oh well.. i din say tt it is all UR fault.. i admitted tt i was at fault too.. i noe i have.. and i apologize for it.. and u just think tt u are the only one who is compromising mi but do u noe tt i also have been compromising u too.. there are times which u have done things wrong too.. isn't it? well.. everyone makes mistakes.. i really noe tt there are times which i overdo things.. i noe i am at fault.. i did when home and reflect on wad i did.. and i din say tt i was right wad.. so it is not MY opinions.. it is YOURS.. and u are just trying to let ur imagination run wild.. yeah.. well.. i admitted that i have been reacting very big over this matter.. but the truth is that i really very zai yi.. thats y i am doing this.. and i only wanted u to response mi.. tts all.. if u are thinking other way.. den i dunno.. i noe tt i should not have done tt.. maybe i have over reacted it.. so i am now apologizing for wad i done k.. and maybe ppl will just think tt they are always correct.. becoz i am not the only one who has a change in attitude.. i think u have too.. u are having more actions too.. maybe tt is just wad i think.. lol.. and u suppose mi to noe how to react to them too? maybe u din notice lyk i din notice wad i did too.. and i dunno if i have been acting innocent but i am blur.. and most of the things are just ur opinions.. have u really think of ur actions too? and do u noe tt saying sorry sometimes is not easy too? it takes courage.. and i said tt to u face to face once too.. well.. it is not easy.. i noe the time when i said tt to u it was not really apporiate.. but i tried.. have u? at least i am willingly and i face up to admit my mistakes and apologizing it to u.. and yes.. ok.. i did tell 2 people abt this.. if u wan to noe, i told jieting abt it.. i really din tell anyone abt this anymore.. maybe i just express it more through some tags.. i really din tell anyone le.. believe it anotx is up to u.. and this whole thing is revealed through ur post first can.. and i din do anything to ask ppl to believe mi.. u can ask huiling.. i din ask her to.. i told them and they are just listening to mi.. and u make it sounds lyk i am asking for their pitiness? no lah.. pls.. i dun need.. u are just trying to imagine wadever u think i am.. den i can also think the other way mah.. i can also say tt u are posting abt this to revealed it and make them think it is my fault? but i din.. sincerely.. sry.. i noe i shld not have put it so bluntly.. but have u also consider my feelings too? i also feel angry with u.. but i am even more upset and disappointed.. i dun think tt u dun wan to salvage this friendship.. just tt u din give mi any high hopes.. and i am now trying to make up for my mistakes and i hope u will too.. and i wish tt this will end fast.. this really had a big impact on my life and i think it goes the same way for u.. and i noe wad u mean by those crap actions and y is it after march hoildays.. but i have already noe wad they are and if it because of tt that u wan to push it until after march holidays, then i think this is stupid.. because i din do tt anymore and i hope u will stop wad u are thinking.. for those things, i hope we can forget abt them or talk them out because to spell it out clearly, we actually wanted to the best for co.. and for tt matter, i noe i was wrong.. i apologize face to face to u was actually abt tt matter.. i guess i was too impulsive and din think before i said and wad i do.. so i am really sry.. but i hope thing will end soon so tt we can achieve wad we actually wan in the start.. i really think it is dumb becoz we could have talk through them abt those matters.. i will have listen to my mistakes becoz i noe i was wrong.. i hope we can make things clear to each other before anything else even happens and this gets worse..