hm.. i very long nv blog liao.. haiz.. actually got a lot of things to blog on de.. well.. but no time lah.. will blog after i come back from camp k.. haha.. it is so late le den later gt camp lah.. den now mi still online blogging.. hee.. erm.. ok.. i shall keep this post short n sweet bah.. firstly, i wan to thank everyone who care for mi and cheer mi up and being there to listen to me.. thanks a lot! i luv all of u! hahaa..


erm.. actually i wanted to write abt the leadership camp on sat de.. i really think tt it was useful.. the $10 was really worth it lah.. at first i still there grumbling.. den somemore no lunch provided.. but after tt realised tt it is still very fun and interesting lah.. haha.. we did our DISC..hm.. i think quite accurate bah.. maybe for mine de.. ya.. it shows tt i not suitable for secretary lah.. haha.. i not C leh.. erm.. well.. regarding the rest of the lessons, it was useful too.. really.. although now tt we noe, but do we actually apply them in real life? hm.. tts still a question.. but i really enjoyed the lesson and i believe a lot of them did too..


well.. maybe lyk wad they say.. it takes time.. time will heal everything.. will it? i dunno.. but i really hope so.. i can see that it is definitely better.. at least we talk to each other or mention each other name when necessay.. but i still feel awkward.. i really hope things will go back to normal.. haiz.. but is it possible? i am willing if u are.. i can see that u are really busy and stress over the class tee thing.. i noe wad i can is useless.. but IF u are willing, i can help to share the weight.. but.. i dunno.. nvm.. i guess u have lots of friends doing tt le.. so i dun matter bah.. lol.. ya.. crying out is gd.. hope tt u really feel better le.. just wanna tell that i will alwaes be there for u whenever u need.. i noe wad i say is redundant.. but i just wan to let u noe tt.. i am willing to lend u my ear too if u need.. but i noe things have change.. it is not wad it used to be.. maybe this is just my wishful thinking.. i really hope tt we can go back to the days.. when will this day come? or it will never?
don't think i am alright.. i am just bleeding inside..


ok.. i shall tok until here bah.. see.. hahaa.. a short post as i said.. shall continue next time.. abt the camp.. yeah.. going for camp in just a few more hours.. have to go catch some sleep if not later during camp cannot tahan.. haha.. hope tt the bonding camp will be fun! last of all, i want to thanks everyone of u again! =)