haiz.. got back quite a few papers le.. well.. most of them.. none of them is great.. the only thing tt i am happy abt is tt i passed my physics.. i think tt is the only thing i am proud of bah.. but the rest of the papers just sucks! no As no science.. hunamities is juat soooooooo horrible.. although haven gt back SS yet.. but i noe tt.. just hope tt i will pass my SS bah.. which i dun have a single hope.. =( mr tan said tt it was my expectation tt is too high.. but i dun think so.. mr mok said this to mi too.. but no lorx.. just look at the rest of the ppl in the class or even worst other classes.. sorry.. i din meant anything.. but ya.. haiz.. i am really very disappointed with my results.. i really studied hard for some subjects.. but i still din do well.. and it is even worse.. so.. i have make up my mind tt i shld not study so hard.. the results will still be ard the same.. so wad for? studying so hard for such sucky results? NO.. i am not.. ='( i really feel lyk crying sometimes.. really.. these results just.. i gt nothing to say.. why??? i dun understand.. it is just all my fault.. owell.. haiz..


i just hate myself a lot! sometimes a really hope i can just die.. why is living so difficult? i just dun wan to face the reality.. i dun wan to.. i think i will breakdown soon.. real soon.. maybe i am not just as strong as i think.. or wad others think.. wads wrong with mi? thinking of crying a lot these few days.. maybe it is just becoz of results.. ='( but i just dun have the courage to do wad i think.. so dun worry.. i just hope i have.. ='(