hm.. its quite late now 3 le.. shall post something very short.. yup.. at least consider gt blog.. haha.. aniwae, i just wan to say smthing.. i wan to update de.. but horx.. was posting abt chiang rai trip halfway tt day and my stupid idiot com hang and i haven save my post.. there it is gone.. so i tried another time to post and the same thing happen.. but tt was a shorter one.. i got pissed off so din blog le.. haiz.. hate this stupid computer! but i will update de.. soon.. will be quite busy these few days bah.. gt to prepare the things for farewell.. haiz.. talking abt farewell makes mi wan to cry.. we haven really finish wad is suppose to be done.. all have been planned but not carried out.. i am really scared tt it will be unsuccessful.. den we will disappoint the seniors.. i dun wan to.. i feel tt our this batch really got not enough leadership.. all we do is talk.. and no action is done until the last minute.. gt to change tt.. really worried for farewell.. wad if we cannot finish the things on time? and the performances? owell.. dead.. really dunno how to face the seniors.. =X still gt a long way to go.. think will need to stay up late these few days to chiong finish the ppt.. hopefully can make it on time bah.. pray hard tt i will finish it and somebody can help mi and save mi!! k lah.. shall end here.. very tired le.. tml still need go for co.. haiz.. its going to be terrible.. drilling and scolding from tt conductor agn.. i just cannot get it! y am i so stupid? zhe me jian dan de pai zi ni wei shen me bu hui? oh well.. gonna hear this for dunno how many times tml.. hate tt new song.. tt new set piece.. y is it like so diff for the pai zi? my pai zi already so lan le still like tt.. ok.. its my fault.. not tt new song.. its consider simple on the whole.. well.. blame it on my stupidness.. lol.. gonna get even more stress next yr as syf is drawing nearer and nearer.. i dun like this kind of life! NO! i hate it! i wan go back chiang rai.. its so carefree there.. life is so meaningless here.. miss the kids and the people there..