dunno wads wrong with mi today.. but i am really pissed with XIAO PENG! oh well.. think none of the dizis like him.. but he is a gd teacher i wld say.. haiz.. bad day today.. got scolded by him.. not just mi but all of us.. from 3pm onwards till 5pm.. tt 2hrs are horrible.. i wonder how i survived them.. i blow louder today lorx.. den he keep repeating non stop till i no qi le so blow softer.. den jiu got scolded by him.. n horx.. i was playing alright at first de.. all the way till the last part he keep repeating den i dunno y go hay wired den keep blowing wrong.. so he scolded mi agn.. he lose his patient today.. can't blame him totally.. its our fault too.. he said we are hopeless.. wonder how we are going to survived.. though i agree with him.. haiz.. and those juniors.. cannot stand them.. talk to them will vomit blood de.. nvm.. cannot blame them too.. i am also just like them once..
time flies.. holidays are going to be over.. so fast, only 3 weeks left.. and i haven touch my hw.. how am i going to finish them??? esp those 12 chinese essays.. i just feel so restless n dun feel like doing anything.. emptiness in the heart.. making mi wan to go crazy.. just feel tt there is something wrong.. hv i do something wrongly? today after prac went back co room.. there was no one inside.. i went in n sit down do my stuff.. the surrounding is so quiet.. no sound at all except for the fans.. raining heavily outside.. it is really quiet.. total silence.. very unlike wad it usually is.. noisy with us playing other instruments n playing inside.. its really quiet.. sudden emptiness n loneliness overwhelm my heart.. dunno how to describe it.. haiz.. brought home a heavy heart today.. =(