6 days left to SYF...
hm.. wad lin lao shi said yesterday was very comforting.. well.. i think he rocks lor! haha.. coz he said the results doesn't matter and tt it is just 'gou pai' = dog medal.. haha.. it cannot be exchange for money so the most important thing is to learn something from these few months of practising and hardwork.. so ask us not to ask him wad will we get.. in a way this is good coz he not pressurizing us.. but the truth is tt we also care for the result but like wad he say lah.. wad matter most is we do our best! =) and he is also much more active and high now which is wad we need the most coz his influence is so big.. haha.. i think we did well during yesterday's practice.. it was nice and loud.. one of the best i think.. hope tt we can maintain this standard.. =) well.. but i screwed up though.. coz cannot adapt to the new speed.. its faster now and i still lag.. =( less feeling also.. but it was much nicer towards the back.. oh well.. the few of us who stayed behind yesterday was quite high too.. haha.. we sang out the co songs for the last syf, this syf and the esplanade concert pieces.. haha.. we were so high!! hm.. so let's just jia you and endure these few more days with the increase in practices k! must also take care horx! dun fall sick or injure yourselves too! drink more water n rest well k!

aniwae, i was so lang bei yesterday lorx.. coz of tt tu ru qi lai de heavy big rain.. wah.. den i gt drenched totally k... having an umbrealla is no use lorx.. it doesn't help at all.. =X well.. den my uniform is almost transparent.. socks is totally wet too.. really like a luo tang ji.. den have to walk into the hall.. so embarrassing.. =(

hm.. as for today, early in the morning got called for the briefing for interview.. well.. dunno y got chosen.. =X nvm.. luckily not after sch but it cuts into our recess.. hm.. just go there listen can le.. dun think i will talk.. haha.. =P and also i nv do my hw lorx.. still left a lot.. and there is a huge pile of maths hw and tests waiting.. haiz.. but guess i will hack care abt hw n tests this week.. cannot concentrate too.. luckily no bio test this week.. yeah! =) something good.. haha.. oh ya! btw, we have pe today and it was fun! hee.. we are so lucky today nv kana pt.. we played game instead! our class chose floorball.. haha.. it turn out to be quite interesting and fun! =D think we all enjoyed ourselves.. and mr chai made the loser team do sit ups.. well.. i think it is a much better way for us to exercise than forcing... haha.. think i will not do my hw.. hee.. so tired..


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7 DAYS LEFT TO SYF.......
whoo.. finally i can logged in to blogger.. erm.. very long nv blog le.. sry ppl.. haiz.. many things happened.. but dun think i gt the mood to tok abt it right now.. but briefly, we have our co camp --- it was ok, but ppl think it is sian coz of practice bah.. but no choice.. we have our asg bbq during the march holidays too.. =) it was fun! haha.. awaits the next asg outing..

nex t up is my bday, thanks a lot to all the ppl who had wished me happy birthday! and thanks a lot for the presents! this yr spent my bday with sihui at bedok mac doing el project.. how saddening.. haha.. hm.. this yr nthing special happen but nthing bad happen too.. so i guess tt is a gd thing bah.. actually gt something gd lah... xiao peng help mi repair my dizi and i gt it back on wed! hee.. he is so nice.. nt only help mi repair but also help mi tiao yin n make it better.. haha.. at night, my parents bought me a fruit cake too.. =) something tt i wan.. yummy!

we had exchange on sat at temasek sec with RI, swiss cottage and katong convent.. we screwed both songs up totally.. it was a really depressing day for mi.. the moment i step into the sch already gt the inferior feeling le.. wads more we are after temasek and they are so much better than us.. we can really gauge our standard now.. very difficult to get a gold.. i think maintain a silver is also something we need to work very hard towards.. and with the time given, can we make in??? can we??? well.. i have gt no idea.. but i am really demoralize by the exchange.. before my part, i was so jin zhang till i wanna cry.. how i wish i could run away.. i wonder wad it would be like on the real day itself which is just 7 DAYS away.. its just so fast tt i really cannot accept it.. i wun deny tt i am stress.. i have been feeling very depress and feel like crying whenever i think abt it.. and the problem is tt i cannot stop thinking abt it.. i can't even concentrate on my studies now.. i dun feel like doing hw.. i dun feel like studying for tests.. i really dunno wad to do.. can anyone help mi? y can't i just play it well in dazu when i play it on my own? i dun wish to pull down everyone.. all of them are working hard and hoping to get the gd result too.. but wad abt me? i wan too.. but i just can't do it well.. just hope i can survive these few days.. the remaining week left.. we still gt a lot of things to be improved.. really a lot.. pray hard tt we can do it.. lets just hope for a miracle to happen...... 1 WEEK LEFT!!!! lets make the final run and go for it.. its the only thing we can do.. JIA YOU everyone!!!

breaking down every moment... wish i could run far far away...