7 DAYS LEFT TO SYF.......
whoo.. finally i can logged in to blogger.. erm.. very long nv blog le.. sry ppl.. haiz.. many things happened.. but dun think i gt the mood to tok abt it right now.. but briefly, we have our co camp --- it was ok, but ppl think it is sian coz of practice bah.. but no choice.. we have our asg bbq during the march holidays too.. =) it was fun! haha.. awaits the next asg outing..

nex t up is my bday, thanks a lot to all the ppl who had wished me happy birthday! and thanks a lot for the presents! this yr spent my bday with sihui at bedok mac doing el project.. how saddening.. haha.. hm.. this yr nthing special happen but nthing bad happen too.. so i guess tt is a gd thing bah.. actually gt something gd lah... xiao peng help mi repair my dizi and i gt it back on wed! hee.. he is so nice.. nt only help mi repair but also help mi tiao yin n make it better.. haha.. at night, my parents bought me a fruit cake too.. =) something tt i wan.. yummy!

we had exchange on sat at temasek sec with RI, swiss cottage and katong convent.. we screwed both songs up totally.. it was a really depressing day for mi.. the moment i step into the sch already gt the inferior feeling le.. wads more we are after temasek and they are so much better than us.. we can really gauge our standard now.. very difficult to get a gold.. i think maintain a silver is also something we need to work very hard towards.. and with the time given, can we make in??? can we??? well.. i have gt no idea.. but i am really demoralize by the exchange.. before my part, i was so jin zhang till i wanna cry.. how i wish i could run away.. i wonder wad it would be like on the real day itself which is just 7 DAYS away.. its just so fast tt i really cannot accept it.. i wun deny tt i am stress.. i have been feeling very depress and feel like crying whenever i think abt it.. and the problem is tt i cannot stop thinking abt it.. i can't even concentrate on my studies now.. i dun feel like doing hw.. i dun feel like studying for tests.. i really dunno wad to do.. can anyone help mi? y can't i just play it well in dazu when i play it on my own? i dun wish to pull down everyone.. all of them are working hard and hoping to get the gd result too.. but wad abt me? i wan too.. but i just can't do it well.. just hope i can survive these few days.. the remaining week left.. we still gt a lot of things to be improved.. really a lot.. pray hard tt we can do it.. lets just hope for a miracle to happen...... 1 WEEK LEFT!!!! lets make the final run and go for it.. its the only thing we can do.. JIA YOU everyone!!!

breaking down every moment... wish i could run far far away...