had a rough week last week.. fri was terrible.. sudden news.. ='( reliase tt life is actually so precious.. there is so many natural disasters happening lately.. many ppl died.. the photos on the newspaper every morning making the headlines are so devastating.. see le also feel very sad.. haiz.. went home straight after sch on fri.. actually have college day rehearsal but din went.. cried.. the feeling of losing somebody is terrible.. i just dunno how to express it.. although this was not as bad as 5 yrs ago.. but it is still very upsetting and regretting.. =( seeing the ppl ard me all doing something yet i dunno how to help and not doing my part, not contributing and instead went off to do something else.. wad was i thinking??? i think i need to do some refections.. but it is already over.. wads the use of saying this now? forget it.. i am just so unfilial.. i'm sorry.. =( we will miss u..

ok.. so i went on to watch vjco concert last fri.. we rush there like mad.. den was nearly late.. met quite some tjco ppl on the bus rushing there too.. luckily din miss any songs.. their concert was quite nice.. =) a lot of songs played and it ended quite late.. the dizi players were so pro! their presentation was really nice and interesting.. i like the dizi canno in d one! more of the way they present it than how well they played though.. =X waited for simin to come out but she lah.. so busy din come out.. nvm.. we saw yan zhou n guo xiang.. haha..

sat 10 may: had prac in the morning.. den had planned to go shopping for black dress for concert but had something on.. so din go with them.. at night was tjband concert.. at first a bit sian.. but the stage band put up by the j1s was superb! it was wow! quite impressive.. they spend a lot of time on this item so glad tt their efforts paid off coz it was very successful.. =) next is the percussion item! really like tt one a lot! haha.. perc is usually the most interesting de.. =D their attire make them look smart and nice too! with the different coloured ties.. hahaa..

sun 11 may: went for pw meeting to do gpp.. all were present.. and it was so funny.. very glad tt nivia is in my grp.. she do things very efficient.. make me so guilty.. =/ i need to buck up le...

tues 13 may: went off at 10.. super tiring day.. actually for the past few days also haven been slping well.. haiz.. everyone cried terribly hard tt day.. bye.. ='( din go for asg dinner tt day.. hm.. seems fun..

fri 16 may: pe was quite slack.. the j3 teacher is so nice.. hope it wld be the same next wk.. had physics spa.. think i screw up.. haiz.. shall not talk abt it.. sian.. we need take chem spa next week.. =( went back to ahs to publicize for tjco concert.. i realise it is super hard to persuade someone to go for concert.. haiz.. all coz of money issue.. and i went back den forgot to take my testimonial.. lol..

sat 17 may: went for collge day although i told ct tt i will be backing out.. lol.. and got her quite pissed off den ask me write parent letter.. wth.. luckily mr chan n ms goh is so nice.. let me off.. din do much in helping anyway.. den went for co.. my sl looks stress and angry with us coz we still cannot get the tempo correctly and keep making mistakes.. there is less than a week left and we are still in this state with one song haven played through once without stopping.. haiz... stress arh!!! after prac, went to orchard with felicia, yeewei, sing yee n zhilin to buy stuffs for concert.. so hard to find the black dress lah! haiz.. walk until so tired.. maybe coz i too chosy this dun wan tt dun wan lah.. if not too ex den i also dun wan coz will only be wearing for 1 time lor... i'm so sorry for making u all waste so much time to go buy with me.. we spend so long trying and looking for it.. until 9 plus den eat dinner.. =X ended up getting something so weird.. nvm.. found out today tt somebody else walk so much faster than me.. i thought my walking speed quite fast le.. but she walk so much faster lor.. haha.. sing yee is so funny too.. =) yup.. wan to thank u all agn.. feel so bad.. =/

sun 18 may: went to watch tkd competition today.. a bit sian though.. but went support leonard, yeow jiang they all mah.. and all other tj tkd ppl.. dun really know how they are graded but seems like this yr got strong opponents.. hm.. tj tkd quite gd de.. =) they have done their best le.. anyway, congrats to leonard for getting 2 golds! =) was doing my gpp when i was supposed to do on fri de.. =X

so glad tt tml is holiday... and by right tues dun need go sch coz or i-day... but concert coming so no choice.. having prac from 9 to 5.. really hope and praying hard tt our concert will be a success.. hope tt there will be almost full house also though i highly doubt.. see the ticket sale like very terrible.. haiz.. a lot of hw and tutorials to do also!!! dun think i can finish and i also dunno how to do! can somebody teach me physics and chem?? i'm dying soon.. =X worse of all is the compo tt spoil my whole weekend.. dun think i will be able to do also.. forget it man.. seems like i will be out everyday so also no time..

5 days left.. Musique pour TouJours..