tues 20 may: by right there is no sch coz of i day which is an e-learning day for the teachers.. but we got co from 9am to 5pm tt day.. hahaa.. well.. it was quite worrying cause we still could not play di er ming zu well.. =( long day.. ended up i din do my gp essay which i drag till now and still nv do.. =/

wed 21 may: =X din do lots of my hw.. nearly got scolded by ms goh for not doing.. dun have the xin qing to do also lah.. we pon contact time and went to long john to eat.. hehe.. so nan de i will look forward to prac actully.. can't rmb much wad happen tt day..

thurs 22 may: have our rehearsal in the hall.. helped carry the instruments.. very heavy.. =/ it was super hectic.. and tt day was quite bad coz the echo was terrible and we cannot hear each other like in the co room.. time passed very quickly tt day in the hall.. and we prac till 8 plus.. i think everyone also very tired but worried also.. den carry instrument back to co room and leave at ard 9 plus.. den went to eat kfc at bedok interchange.. reach home quite late... these few days like so immersed into co tt my life revolved only ard it.. =)

fri 23 may: 1 day to concert! so nervous.. my muscles were aching due to the carrying of instruments the day before.. =X went back to ahs after sch to collect concert money and pass them the tickets.. hehe.. so glad to see them! but din stay for long.. had to rush back to tj for our final prac.. i manage to miss the attire check agn.. hehee.. =P had some stage walk rehearsal when i got back... oh ya! went back to ahs and took my testimonial! yay!! its finally here! and it looks so nice and formal! getting this really much happier than getting our o level cert lor!! xD ok.. so we continue to prac with a heavy heart coz our di er ming zu is like crap.. haiz.. there is mardi gras at night.. such a waste on money! 5 bucks for entrance fees when we dun need it actually.. wth! went round see see with a few co ppl.. the event really very grand.. see a lot of ppl in different costumes.. and really nice! haha.. quite an eye opener i would say... it is actually a carnival.. there is lots of performances all over the place, in audi, under lt1 n 2, field, rock climbing wall too! amazing! but i wasn't really enjoying it tt much.. saw some sec sch friends who came too! =) only gt 2 bucks to spend.. =( bought nachos.. very nice! hee.. x) den after tt went to help out at the care rep stall.. din do anything actually.. =/ help to clear up a bit lah.. by the time i leave sch like ard 11 plus.. very late le.. my dad called to scold me.. haiz.. reach home before 12am and used com for a while until 1 plus.. din wanted to slp so early coz cannot get to slp arh.. but scared cannot wake up.. =X

sat 24 may: Musique pour TouJours the big day is here!!! its my first public ticketed total co concert! (besides the one in esplanade which we only played for 1 song lor..) so exciting yet very nervous also... scary.. reach sch on the dot.. was rushing.. den prepare and tiao yin.. after tt help clear co room and move instruments.. waited to board the bus and off we go to SCH at ard 8 plus! reached there le den rush for our rehearsal in the morning.. i think it went alright... much better than wad we have played usually.. esp di er ming zu.. it just rocks totally tt morning lah! wah.. first time we played throughout without much mistakes lor! xD so nice! hahaa.. and coz of tt, the conductor decided to change the second enco piece to this song rather than fen yong qian jing.. we were looking forward towards it actually i think.. coz it really sounds nicer for enco.. =) at ard 12++, we stopped our 1st rehearsal and have our lunch.. think i ate too full tts y feel like slping for the full dress rehearsal.. haiz.. was having quite a bad headache in the morning also.. den full dress rehearsal starts at 2pm, super uncomfortable and weird i tell u.. i move here move there so much plus feel so sleepy tt i cannot concentrate very well during the rehearsal.. and i miss 1 whole bar totally.. =( made a lot a lot of mistakes.. haiz.. it ended.. and we went practising at backstage tt staircase.. it was really fun and enjoying to be with my section ppl.. =D den went for dinner, we shared our rice, dun wan eat too full if not feel like slping agn.. =/ it was quite rush as time flew passed nearing the actual performance.. really glad to receive some encouragement msg.. x) then, there was this hairstylist trying to help us do our hair.. i feel so weird after she help me do.. its just so not jiemin, so not me! but went ahead with it in the end.. =X it hasn't been jiemin ever since i wear tt dress with the stupid stocking and with tt hairband... ahh!!! they think i look like tan yin.. hahaa.. by the time, it is so near the concert le!!!! the feeling is just so... erm.. u can feel the shiver down the whole body.. =X we were encouraging each other at backstage.. =)

here it goes....

the start of the concert! -_- thought there was full house coz the tickets were all sold out until there was short of tickets... but seems like there is quite a few empty seats in between here and there leh.. =/ 1st song is fen yong! we did well! xD a lot said tt this song very nice and we played very well! hehee.. (better than vj =P) 2nd song is gong zu.. went alright i guess.. =) 3rd song is wen cheng.. yiheng did well too! the whole song is super nice! =) huang lao shi seems quite satisfied with us.. den it was intermission.. scary parts are coming.. we were not supposed to go out.. so preparing for the second half.. praying so much tt everything will go smoothly.. next up 4th song is huang tu qing.. patrick and clarance rocks! x) hahaa.. they are so gd! but the worst came for di er ming zu.. ='( we screw it up practically.. totally.. hopelessly.. dunno wad to say.. really feel like stabbing myself when i heard the recording.. =( started ok.. den repeat start to screw.. the only part tt din screw for qudi is the very quiet part.. =) after tt start to screw le cause we began to lose count le.. i counted but was not sure correct anot.. den dun dare blow.. haiz.. it was awkward silent lor.. sian man.. so obvious we din blow.. i think tt was the part everyone was so stunned and the heart just thump down.. feeling so distracted and depressed too.. i took the wrong dizi for the d diao part also.. =/ quite obvious.. =( there too busy le.. and then it came the part when the guan yue need to stand us.. by right it is supposed to be happy and jazzy part.. den we were supposed to move along with the music.. but no mood liao lah.. i keep losing count and anyhow blow.. dunno correct anot also.. =X think we look weird standing up.. the song ended very luan as usual but at least together.. haiz.. guess this affected all of our feeling tt somewhat move on to xiang gang ai qing zu qu.. the first note down already not together le.. =/ although it went alright but i still din do very well lah.. we were all unsure of where to enter.. =( and the rythem was slower than usual tt it sound a bit draggy.. luckily cannot really be heard tt obvious.. lastly, we got our enco piece! mario!!! tt's the only song i din make mistake lor! it was so stress relieving by tt time.. =) think a lot of ppl think this song is cute.. haha.. and there was this cute boyboy who came out wearing the mario costume and give our conductor a mario picture of him.. hahaa.. so funny! =D there was a second enco although i find it a bit weird.. =/ the di er ming zu sounds nicer this second time i think.. =) at least not as screw up.. yeah.. and the concert ended beautifully with some disheartened hearts.. it was really quite saddening.. =(

den went out to look for some friends.. yeah.. think some couldn't recognise me at first.. lol.. my cousin msg and say she cannot find me on stage.. dotz... saw my juniors.. =) and some friends!!! yay!! thanks so much for all those who have come down to support tjco concert! xD and thanks so much for all the flowers and balloon! xD took some photos.. din bring my camera out.. so only manage to take a few pic only.. =( i always bring my camera and so wasted de lor.. haiz.. den rush backstage to pack up and off we went back to tj.. by the time we setted down in the co room i think it was ard 11.30pm le.. so late.. hahaa.. lots of unsaid words actually.. the atmosphere is sad yet happy or relieve bah.. took some photos.. mostly is with guan yue ppl only.. oh ya.. me and tan yin were highing on the bus... haha.. reliase she is so fun n mischievious! =P will definitely miss the seniors tooooooo!!! den went to bedok mac ate something and went home in gao lao shi's car.. it was so tiring yet enjoying at the same time! how i wish time will stop still on tt day... =( it is like over suddenly.. haiz.. here are some photos:

Guan Yue Section! =D

me and zekun..

the combined flowers and eeyor =)