ahhh!! i am so confused now.. HELP! i really cannot decide.. big problem for me to decide something.. haiz.. i am being so indecisive AGN! =( should i go for ocip or co exchange to taiwan? i wan go for BOTH! why must it clash? i need to decide by the end of this wk.. =X but the prob now is tt the taiwan trip is not yet confirm.. and the dates for both also not very sure.. the teacher said tt it will clash though.. i hv been wanting to go for ocip trip but now tt i gt this chance i am still undecided yet.. =( my family ask me not to go ocip to yun nan cause my dad say its dangerous at the year end.. a lot of natural disaster.. haiz.. and i hv been on a similar trip also.. my sis afraid i cannot adapt.. so how? and i have already lag behind so many things.. =( but if i go for this, i will have to sarcifice a lot of time and also practice timing due to clash in meetings.. as for taiwan co trip, it is a brand new experience and i wan to go too!! but its like not confirm yet.. they say most probably but wad if i decided to go for this and ended up they din go? wah.. i will kill myself then.. for this trip i think its going to be fun but at the same time erm.. hard and weird maybe? not used to the ppl yet bah and gt to practice a lot den can go.. how arh? pls tell me wad to do.. =( i pray hard that it wun clash so i can go for both.. if tts the case, i need to save lots of money as my parents say they wun pay both for me.. but i dun mind.. =/

e-learning wk this wk.. so sian.. but gd tt can slp late and i have been treating it like a holiday.. lol.. =X have been slacking so much and yet there is so much work to do.. much more than normal sch days.. pw too.. zzZzZzz.. worse of all is the portal super irritating esp maths.. listen 1st lecture wan to die le.. super boring and cannot wrong.. if not must repeat.. and i keep get redirected back! gt so pissed off yesterday den dun wan to do.. shall briefly update..

22 july tues: went leonard's hse do pw for the whole day.. although we were quite slow.. ya.. but at least we cleared some doubts on our project and talk through the problems.. hopefully can be solved.. =)

21 july mon: class outing to ecp.. its like e-learning wk n not holiday but we were out playing.. hahaa.. supposed meet at 2pm but rain and so we end up waiting at mac till 3 plus and den go bowling.. i din bowl though.. after tt rain stop and we went out to play! =) not much time till nights fall so din went cycling.. but some did and some went rollerblading.. the rest of us played ball and freesbi! so fun! hahaa.. =D den we took a LONG LONG time to decide where to eat dinner.. finally went adjisen.. coz there were no other space to contain 21 of us out of 25.. the class outing was very successful.. =) thanks so much for organising! supre tired.. zZzz..

20 july sun: went dhs hostel to do pw too.. they gt a nice hostel lor! much much better than ahs de.. haha.. but cannot get up to see their bunks.. yeah.. but the environment was nice except the construction noise and tt it is located at a quite ulu place.. =/

19 july sat: went back early in the morning for co prac.. only a few ppl.. practising for some china ppl who are coming next wk.. played first love.. nice song.. =) went pp to eat after tt.. had a nice time talking to ty on the way home.. was telling her abt the times in ahs and ynps.. haha..

18 july fri: had 2.4km run! yeah!! its finally over! haha.. very pleased with myself for the results.. =D made improvement.. but feel like puking after the run.. was quite speechless.. nv felt so tired before.. haha.. nvm.. it was worth it.. den at night went 85 to eat dinner.. celebrate jt's bday! =) all came but not at the same time.. hm.. quite an achievement already.. =)

16 july wed: gt back term report on jct.. erm.. although not very gd but still passable lah.. must work harder for promo.. =X ms goh and mr chan's comments was the best.. haha.. =P all ask me be more responsive.. shall try lah.. if i do my work.. hehe.. ms goh treated the stage crew ice cream during lunch! she is so nice.. haha.. =D had our first real practice ever since the seniors left.. erm.. the feeling was super bad and scary.. the conductor had pointed me out already.. he warned me to prac and tt i must be able to play next wk.. die.. =( dreading practices more.. haiz.. gd luck to me man..

gtg do my e-learning.. the wk is ending so fast.. =(