sch has already reopen.. =( jct is also over.. and now here comes the results... did badly.. failed most.. ya.. but nvm.. it wun be worse than losing someone..

june holiday - 23 june (mon) asg dinner at eighteen chef.. glad tt most ppl turn up.. had an enjoyable night talking after so long of not having dinner and seeing each other.. some seems to have disappear too.. =/

sch reopen and jct was terrible.. just got to blame myself for not working hard enough.. although i did study.. totally blank out for econs.. haiz.. and maths paper was kind of distracted.. fri is just a bad day..

just a difference of 49 or 50 days and the same thing happen agn.. a lot of ppl were shocked and cannot accept the fact too.. y is it happening? its just so unfair.. the time period is just too short.. haiz.. =( regretting now is useless.. so y din i treasure them in the past? all of them are gone.. forever gone.. none left.. nothing i can do le.. so i just have to life in regrets and regrets.. ='( worse of all, my sis is making everyone worried for her.. haiz.. seeing him cry is heartbreaking too.. nv have i seen him like tt.. nv before.. this 2008 yr is a bad yr.. for all, the disasters that have happened all over the world.. saddening.. haiz.. hopefully time will heal.. but actually it will not be healed totally.. no matter wad, there will still be the crack there, the pain there.. i am constantly reminded of wad happen 5 yrs ago.. it has been 5 yrs.. nv gone or forget.. i miss her dearly.. i wan her back! i wan my childhood back! ='(