the random photo from our batch ppl agn! x) steal this somewhere so very small.. haha..

so after tt went to have lunch with class ppl at 85.. the 4 of us din eat coz we want to go eighteen chef eat! hehee.. very long nv go there le! x) had to wait till 3 before we got our food! =) sat there quite long and we chat.. it was quite random.. the 4 of us were wearing diff sch uniforms.. shirley, binli, yingsi n me! haha.. but we enjoyed! walk ard eastpoint and anngi was there studying!!! omg! feel guilty.. =X saw some 2bee ppl too.. erm.. so sry i din go.. i believe they will understand lah horx.. =P quite ps also.. coz on my way back, saw a few more walking towards simei for dinner.. =/

ok! so we have asg dinner at 85 as usual! =D most came! haha.. but the atmosphere was a bit down eh.. stress arh.. jin jia having his a level soon and jc ppl having promos.. poly ppl having their holidays! so all the best to all! jia you ppl! =) we can do it k! was still very full from lunch.. so din eat much.. =) it was a happy day afterall! meeting up with old friends are usually the best and it always cheer me up! =) thanks so much for the encouragement from the teachers too! its teachers day tml! wish them all a happy teachers' day! =D

last wed: had chem spa.. =X dunno correct anot.. but the ques was as predicted so ya.. din panicked too much but some say cannot use too little gas coz will cause high percentage error... i din even realise tt.. lol.. hope tt it wun matter.. =X had our last co prac.. =) conductor was rushing through lion king medley.. true tt we very slow.. think practices will be much much worse after promos.. haiz.. but lion king medley is such a nice song! xD i like it quite a lot.. haha.. it feels jazzy.. haha.. but my part quite boring though.. zZzZzzz.. =X

slack through sat and sun.. =X better start studying from tml onwards.. had planned to go out study with sis but she pang seh me last min.. wth.. nvm.. see how den.. there is no water supply tml! so i guess will be going out.. zzZZzz.. sian.. our pw is going to be stagnant too.. so worrying.. =(

down with flu.. zzZzzz.. so irritating.. =X so many ppl are sick recently too.. =(

another week past... 4 wks left to promo... =X



last tues, its be ourselves day in school! haha.. well.. my class came up with this slumber party theme to wear either bathrobe or pyjamas.. quite interesting but had a hard time looking for it.. hehee.. i borrowed a set of bear bear pyjamas from my aunt.. =) its quite cute but the colour a bit bright arh.. haha.. anyway, our whole class was so aa.. but it was fun cause the class was so enthu! some went to buy bathrobe lah.. crazy.. haha.. =X and there is a reporter from newpaper who came and interviewed us.. by right we are doing this for charity coz must donate ard 1 buck person for wearing own clothes.. lol.. so this event was reported in TODAY'S newpaper! hahaa.. and here came the good news tt our class won the best dress too! ben and jerry's voucher! xD

this is the pyjamas ppl.. =) (shown in today's newpaper)

our whole class photo! x) making quite a big scene in the lt.. hahaa

last mon, went tm with my sis to have dinner and to popular to get some stationaries.. and i found the ear piece tt i have been searching high and low for!!! haha.. yeah! and of all that run out of stock is foolscap! urgently need it cause i left only 1 pack.. hahaa.. my sis treat me to pastamania too.. x) a long long time since i went out with her.. gd for her sia.. exams are over and a free gal now.. watching some drama which is tempting me soooooooo much.. =(

had spa last fri.. could not concentrate before that for the physics lecture! =X mostly due to the table tennis match! lee jia wei vs zhang yining.. was hoping so much for singapore to win another medal but well.. so sad.. we din.. but the scores were close lah.. at least we were not thrash.. the match the day before din get to watch but it must have been so exciting lor!! feng tian wei vs zhang yi ning and the scores is like super super close! every game also fight until game point... wah.. so wasted man.. shows tt feng tian wei is really a very gd n potential player! spore will do better in the next olympics.. lets hope! =) went back ahsco agn.. and had dinner with those juniors at bedok bk.. hehee.. so nice of them to go bedok eat coz i din wan go simei.. =P a nice bunch of juniors.. guess it will be the last batch too.. =(

stayed at home during the whole wkend.. had headache for whole day on sat.. so sian man.. and there is nothing much to watch on tv nowadays.. no scv.. =( even have my parents also wun let me watch.. haiz.. a new show coming up on channel u.. police academy! i want to watch! nvm... after promo i am determined to watch a few hk dramas! must! =) awaiting so hard for the day to arrive.. so now must stay mugging hard.. =(

shall update briefly.. yeah! last week past and we survived through all the tests.. =) although quite screw up.. =X

tues 12 aug: econs test first lesson.. had our test and ya.. okok.. glad it is over.. then during break time our class celebrated a belated class bday! we had cheese brownies which are soooooo nice! hehe.. x) our pw had to miss part of it coz we went hub to print our first draft of wr! =( boring lessons then but the best was pw lesson! xP coz we got back our wr and our grp despite handing in the last had the best grades.. all our efforts are not wasted! the times when we work through the night till 3am in the morning.. lol.. but this is just the start.. hopefully we will continue to do gd k! jia you! =D after tt went for napfa retest.. ms ang is quite gd.. i jump once finish le.. haha.. =) yeah! manage to get my gold at last! heee.. co was sectional.. quite slack and i pity the suo nas.. got scolded quite badly tt day tt the conductor went quite impatient.. hopefully it wun be my turn next time.. =(

wed 13 aug: nothing much tt i can rmb except for the contact time.. haha.. it was supposed to be some sexuality talk but it turn out to be like a total bio lecture and the things were all learned in sec sch bio lor.. =X was studying and discussing for chem mock spa for the next day.. realised tt we all forgot our sec sch stuffs le.. feel so shi bai.. solubility table tt we used to memorize is for water not other reagents! =X we got it all mix up.. this is bad.. prac wen cheng.. quite terrible.. could not really follow up but at least still gt sound.. =X we gt our new scores too.. looks super hard! omg! :SSS so dead..

thurs 14 aug: had chem mock spa and it din turn out quite well although the ques was known.. =( luckily its mock.. hopefully the actual one wun be so tough.. =X gt back chem test too.. failed.. haiz.. i studied but maybe not hard enough bah.. was reminded tt promos is coming in 6 wks.. tts so fast.. =(

fri 15 aug: rush day.. have 2 tests.. there was no pe and everyone was studying for physics.. actually the physics lecture test was not very difficult.. guess i am just not prepared enough bah.. physics mock spa was still ok.. not enough time though.. after sch, we were watching the olympics under lt1 there! its the table tennis girls semi-finals! they are fighting for a place in the finals and also a medal! so exciting! hahaa.. for the first time i feel the spirits and the atmosphere man! its like quite a group of tjcians were gathered there watching together and cheering on for the singapore team! and eventually they won!!! yeah!! i feel happy for them too! haha.. after so looonnngggg, singapore finally gets an olypmic medal! at least a silver! tts super gd already! congrats! hehee.. i feel proud of them! =D haha.. so ji dong.. =X went back ahsco see see watch watch.. had to confirm if performing for yr end concert.. was a bit uncertain at first but like quite some also joining so decided to join too! =D hoping for the best for this concert! go ahco! meet simin too! after so long! hahaa.. glad to chat with here.. and the toast in ahs still taste so nice! i miss the food there a lot! hahaa.. after tt went home first before going back to 85 agn for asg dinner.. =/ we started quite late but it was still enjoyable.. =)

sat 16 aug: by right had to send my friend my part for pw in the morning or yesterday night but went home and slp as usual.. so had to wake up early in the morning to do.. =X i took quite some time.. was feeling more for pw now.. really hope we can get an A! so strive hard! and i did some additional things at night till super late agn.. lol..

sun 17 aug: din do much things throughout the whole wkend coz next wk no test except for physics mock.. feel guilty.. talk to sh last night and she reminded me tt promos is really nearing super fast and how i really need to get started to study and work hard.. haiz.. =( but still, i din.. trying to attempt some maths ques for the whole afternoon lah! wasted so much time and little was done.. den went my aunt's house there eat dinner.. watch the table tennis girls final against china! it was expected tt they will win but ya.. i believe they did their best le.. at least we have a silver medal! xD oh.. and was troubling over where i can get pj or bathrobe for be urself day on tues.. =X borrowed a bright red one from my aunt.. =X i dunno how i am going to bring myself to wear it.. =/

sleepy already.. still quite some length tt i wrote.. haha.. off to slp and prepare to battle the new wk ahead.. =/ anyway, jia you n good luck to all poly friends who are having exam right now or soon! long holidays ahead! i am so envious.. =(

there was tons of hw, practically all subjects to do last weekend.. and i feel that i am so guai to complete most of them, even part of physics tutorial (for the first time), except an econs essay ques.. wahahaa.. tts such an accomplishment! =) hee.. but was super tired.. i rmb doing eom till 3am.. =X and the result turn out rubbish.. still the same.. had to do agn.. haiz..

mon 4 aug: a long and dreadful day.. double econs and need hand up so many hw.. worst is there was napfa test.. zzZzzz.. well.. it took up 2 periods which is almost 2 hours to complete our whole class.. tt's super long! did ok except for standing broad jump.. miss by 2 cm.. =( think i shld retake agn to get my gold! sian..

tues 5 aug: sian.. wake up early to go sch prac.. scared scolded by conductor but it wasn't our section to prac with him this wk.. and the prac turn out to be super boring.. zzzZzzzZz.. but still gd la.. escape from him agn.. =)

wed 6 aug: long day too.. had strengthquest debrief.. i think this is gd.. =) shld give us more info so tt we can really apply it although i think some not very accurate.. haha.. den there was the presentation for internships for contact time.. quite interesting.. i dunno if i shld try applying for it.. have interview.. i phobia of interview le.. everytime also fail.. haiz.. and i dunno if i can make it in the real working society anot.. so scary.. =( wonder how i am going to survive next time.. had prac after tt.. dazu.. erm.. well.. not too great i wld say.. i was super scared.. and the conductor din comment on my part.. guess i was too hopeless le.. =X haiz.. we played fen yong qian jin! =) i miss that song.. but it is not so nice without the seniors..

thurs 7 aug: had 2 tests consectively.. =( screw up totally for chem.. i feel bad and guilty.. cause i din study too much for both.. its always super tired after practices and i went home to slp and did nothing like studying.. gonna flunk le.. =/ maths also blank out.. din even rmb how to complete the square to intergrate.. haiz.. nvm.. promo is coming.. tts worse.. went home, slp a while and wake up do WR! i do until 3am!! *sleepy* super tired.. but no choice.. our grp already late by a lot a lot already.. others handed in on fri and we ask for extension till next wk.. so we better do a gd job.. yup.. jia you for pw! =S

fri 8 aug: tj national day celebration is zZzzz.. so boring until the last part of singing songs.. starting was some parade marching.. a mixture of uniform grps from different schs and it look so funny.. they screw up anyway.. the contigent commander can still laugh when he do wrongly and the wrong marching is so messy.. but cannot blame lah.. all diff sch and not much rehearsal.. the concert was boring.. there is singing at last and we went higher! haha.. and mass dance at last! =) but had to miss the parade in ahs.. =( din went back.. went tm with alicia, chermaine, eunice for lunch at kfc! haha.. i very long nv eat le! yeah! xD haha.. had been craving for it for so long!! finally! =D ok.. but after tt had to go back to sch for pw meeting! =S instead of going for 4k outing.. so sorry abt it.. but had no choice.. we had to meet up to do pw.. our grp was so dead.. everyone is so tired lah.. chionging until so late the night before.. haha.. pandas looking at each other.. =P went home slp after tt.. hee.. den went for a last minute asg dinner at night.. so sorry for the last minute.. ya.. i wanted to eat my nachos too! but out of stock.. =( went home and realise i miss the opening ceremony of the beijing olypmics! awww.. heard tt the fireworks were awesome! haiz.. miss it! =(

sat 9 aug: happy national day! it feels like national day and not sat! haha.. lol.. went for "celebration" with my mum and aunt's family.. my aunt sign me up for the wad young ntuc big flag thing without informing me until last min.. =X den ya.. had to go.. but its alright! there is goodies bag! hehee.. =) had to go so early and the sun was blazing hot in the afternoon.. but when the ceremony, parade is starting, it started drizzling.. sian.. dampen th spirits.. ppl were so inconsiderate and open the umbrellas, hold so high, stand up and block all the view of the screen.. :@ luckily it din rain too long.. but long enough to wet everything.. the aeroplanes performances were so nice! there was the heart shape formation.. hahaa.. amazing! =) fireworks was not too bad but the view there was not tt nice.. a lot of smoke cover everything cannot see le.. =( the big flag tt we make is quite impressive and nice.. din expect the formation to be so gd.. haha.. i very long nv really celebrate national day le.. used to go for the parade every year when i was young but not now anymore.. actually feel like going to the floating platform to experience it.. wonder how it is.. haha..

sun 10 aug: it doesn't feel like a usual sunday.. i am so slack.. din do any work yet.. =X went to my cousin's housewarming for lunch.. her hse is quite cosy.. simple and nice.. and there is nice dim sum for lunch! haha.. =) my cousins were playing wii at her hse and they look so spastic! hee.. =P wacking the controller in the air like crazy ppl.. esp for the boxing game.. haha.. but seems like great fun though.. was looking at the photo album tt one of my uncle compiled with all the msg to grandma and the memories flooded back.. unknowingly, time has pass so fast.. =(

there is 2 tests + 2 mock spas next wk! lots of hw too but i dun seems to feel worried to do.. =X this is bad.. tml is sch holiday.. guess i will den do tml bah.. anyway, its 11 aug tml.. my class bday! haha.. 11/08! =)

我不知我为何做出这个选择. 是愚蠢还是不理智呢? 我不知道. 但是, 每当我看见他们为那些事而忙时, 心里会感到酸溜溜地. 我是多么的想帮忙, 但只能眼睁睁地看着, 想着, 却无法感同身受. 可我不可以埋怨, 是自己的决定, 只好忍受着那说不出的遗憾... 告诉自己那是自己的选择.. 无法回头了... 即使再来一次, 我也做不出明智的决定. 选择啊选择.. 真的那么难吗? 我为何那么苦恼? =X