love my pw grp! xD we really try to put in as much effort as we can to do our project.. we waited for each other to finish till ard 4am this morning.. =X and i woke up quite late and was rushing like mad to sch.. luckily there was no pe.. =) yeah! so all of us had to rush to the zap to quickly get our wr bind! there was super long queue but we managed to be the first few.. hahaa.. the atmosphere was really tense.. everytime need hand in such impt stuffs den the whole sch will feel so stiff up.. =X its an A level paper.. so i guess it has to be like that.. all of us were really worried and looking through the wr, flipping here and there for many times.. wr is really like almost half a yr efforts! finally it is handed in today!!! feels more relieve but to me, still feels very stress over op.. =( that worries me more.. haiz..

it was quite a slack day.. tutorials and lecture were the last for those subjects.. the funny thing is during physics double lesson, mr desai told us interesting stuffs abt the history of tj and tt he was classmates with mrs lim, the vp! hahaa.. we wasted almost a whole period talking abt tj and other jcs.. hahaa.. so funny and unusual for mr desai.. =P

by right we are supposed to rehearse after sch but as always, it was cancelled.. really dunno wads gonna happen to our grp.. pls pls stop having high expectations on us! we are not as gd as wad u think! and we are really screw.. that's wad i think.. mr chan did not even tell us all the criteria for the op exam.. like we are not supposed to crowd ard the table when we are not presenting etc.. he is so flexible abt our timing too.. haiz.. maybe i shld have more faith in our project.. sry but somehow i can't.. something is holding back me.. =(

was super tired when i reach home after only slping for 2 hrs plus.. so took a nap and woke up late for dinner.. hehee.. huiling is so funny today playing with michael's psp.. =P i brought my script to dinner and was really glad tt junle and jin jia helped me to look through and gave me lots of constructive advices and comments.. really make me think tt i shld edit the script.. pressurized and stress!!!! i have doubts abt our way of presenting now!! actually i was not really convinced right from the start but wad they say makes sense lah.. ah!!!! how??? i dun wan to screw up op and let the efforts go down the drain after a yr of hard work!!! i will cry man if the results are bad.. =(( really praying hard tt the examiners will accept our style of presenting as we are not following the standard of criteria.. we wan to make it more interesting and engaging.. yes, so let's cross our fingers and hope....... i am at a loss now, dunno how to edit my script due to my super lousy shit sucky english.. =@ and tml is the last rehearsal, full dress rehearsal and we are not prepared yet.. dun think there is much changes to the previous one so i find it quite meaningless.. feel so unprepared.. =(

i need confidence!!! give me that! tell me that! and i shld stop questioning and just move on.. despite all the doubts still floating in my mind.. got to make myself accept it somehow.. somehow........