oh well.. every since sch has started, i haven been getting enough slp also although i fell asleep quite early at times and finding myself awake the next morning with a scare that i haven completed anything or any hw.. =X =( this is how sch is like for the past week.. =((

so first day of sch on the 12 jan was a great day, the best day cause we were release at 10 plus am and get to go home. =D ended slacking and din do any of my undone holiday assignments.. tues 13 jan was open hse.. had 2 period of lessons and preparation.. super sian.. very little ppl came lor.. unlike last yr, this yr dun have the fun or warm mood de.. well.. not many juniors came also! nobody wan to come tj le.. all either going vj or mj lor... so sad.. =((( haiz..

shall not talk abt those boring lectures and tutorials le.. but quite glad tt i haven fell asleep in any lessons.. =) oh!! btw, one interesting thing or i should say one bad news to say is tt my gp tutor is the dm of tj! mr tong!! hahaa.. well.. i think a lot of ppl dun like him and is afraid of him but i find him still quite ok till now leh.. i think can learn something from him.. some of his stories are quite interesting too! but need to bring dictionary to sch everyday!!!! omg! there are a lot of rules in his class and i am afraid of him too.. cause he is super pro in memorizing ppl's names and faces.. he can guess most of our name correctly and yea.. he rmb me.. =X i better be careful and not get into any trouble from now on...

fri had dinner at eighteen chef with ard 18 ahsco members!! wow! din expect so many ppl to come also.. hahaa.. lol.. cause we sort of wanted to help give michael a farewell party but i think ended up it was like just a gathering insteas cause he so busy lah.. not free lor.. meeting someone else den leave so early... haha.. anyway, wish him all the best for his studies overseas! =) hmm... the rest of us sat down there for quite long till 10 plus until a person suddenly came to tell us tt they are closing soon.. hahaa.. the few of us the seniors were "brainwashing" and scaring the juniors abt how bad jc life is.. wahahhaaa.. *evil* =P den make until they are scared and dun wan sch too.. =P heheee.. oh, and feel quite bad abt leaving the younger juniors on their own without talking or caring abt them.. =X

sat was go green day.. had to go sch first den go 544 there collect old newspaper and stuffs.. well.. this yr is much faster than last yr! we finished before 12pm! =) realised tt some of the sch uncles, those who close gates, are quite nice.. they helped us quite a lot.. we had quite some fun tt day.. after tt was lunch at 538! nice food i think.. hehee.. but had to make them wait so long.. =X

met sihui on sun quite randomly.. we were doing hw and somehow started chatting and realised how busy she was compared to me.. and i am really impressed by her!! she can cook and do so many housework and take care of her sis etc every day plus the sch work load!!! omg! if this gets to my mum, she will start nagging at me all day long agn! sihui, i know u will see this, i really admired for this man auntie!!! =P hahaa.. and she cooks well.. ;) yup.. anyway, take care alright! =D

pe has started for 2 weeks already and i am so tired after every pe lesson.. =( cause we are running from back gate, up slopes!, den all the way back to sch.. which the pe teachers said it is abt 2km but it feels much more lor! well.. no choice, gt to train for road run! =((( but anyway, run already also no use... haha.. cny is here and all the things that are burn away and back doubled and more.. =X like today after pe, we are having ben&jerry ice cream! xD 4 tubs for our class! heeee.. gt it from last yr 'be urself day' free vouchers! strawberry cheesecake is the nicest! =DD

had cny rehearsal on wed.. it was bored and took a long long time.. but i actually found a nice spot in tj to be at.. but i think if i go there let ppl see, they will think i am crazy and emoing.. =X but its really nice up there, with nice wind! =) i shall try out there more often if possible.. haha.. anyway, there is co appeal audition on wed too.. there is no dizi tt came.. this is really worrying cause we are really short of dizi players and i cmi.. =( just have to pray very hard tt there will be someone who can play dizi in the j1 intake.. =( if not die.. how am i going to survive there when i am already drowning now?

there is cny celebrations tml.. gt concert, carnival and the amazing feet.. =X well, tj is trying to break the record of using the most pair of shoes to make the yog logo.. yea.. tml gt to reach sch damn early at 6.40am!!! i haven tried tt.. i dunno whether i can make it not.. hopefully bah.. and hope tt tml's performance goes well.. its such a bored day tml cause i dunno wad to do after sch.. =( unlike in the past where we go out together with friends etc.. this yr is a total failure.. i dun feel much new year mood.. anyway, i can't have new yr too... =(( going chalet.. lol..

feeling a bit sad tt tml's asg dinner wun have many ppl.. quite some already have their own plans le.. =( haiz.. i miss asg quite a lot.. like wad jie si said on mon, we like very long nv do hw together le hor.. everyone is busy with their own stuffs la i guess.. no choice too but just can't help thinking of the past.. maybe maybe i am not just quite fitted into the jc life.. it feels very empty and hollow and lost and aimless most of the times.. unlike some others who are at least enjoying the least bit of their pdp or class or friends or wad lah.. nvm.. i shall stop here le.. i shld be glad i am seeing some friends tml! with food.. =)