okie.. just here to say i am really very proud of AHSCO! they did it! GOLD! =D so happy for them! hahaa.. the juniors really rocks! a bit regretted can't go down to watch their performance.. =( but just heard their recording and its really gd! xD they play with their HEART! tt's the thing tt stands out and win others.. its really touching to hear them play.. just like how we used to do tt.. feng nian ji, xing kong... these memories are still very vivid in my mind and heart.. i am trying very hard to search back that feeling.. how i used to feel for the music and put my heart in there.. i think its gone now.. i can't really feel it now.. =X its the music, the feel and not the skills..
(quite a lot of gwh this year.. 11 out of ard 70 schs i think.. o.O some were a bit shocking.. )

anyway, this is a tiring and slack week.. haven been doing any tutorial or hw.. =X zzZzZzzz.. i think its going to continue for another week or so.. wed we only had 2 lectures and then there was a career fair/talks going ard for the j2s.. =) so it was quite slack.. went to the hall and gt some info and freebies.. haha.. some super funny stuffs happen.. lol! =D

fri went to a dizi concert with my section.. erm... consider an outing? not much bonding though.. we gt lost/dunno our way there and miss 1/3 of the concert.. the concert was quite gd.. 2 pro dizi players from nafa.. stunning.. i think it makes me feel worse more and inferior only lor.. =X its suppose to be motivating! it seems tt ever since i became 'stronger', i lose my feel/passion/hope etc wadever tt is for co le.. concerts used to be motivating leh.. scoldings or encouragement used to spur me on and give me confidence too.. but its has gone now! where is it? =( today, sat, we were either tired or dunno wad happen but everything is just quite bad.. hopefully things get better and not worse as the days come nearer..

going SCH tml night to watch aj rehearsal... hope theres some use.. will be missing my tv show! =( guitar's syf on tues.. very scary and can feel the nervous for them too.. wish them luck.. having physics mock spa skill A on mon and i think i am going to flunk it cause i have no time no idea wad to do.. good luck to me den!