yeah! long weekend! xD but its going to be over soon.. =( haven been having enough rest for the past few weekssss... so finally i am getting back my slp.. =D but ar... neglected my hw and tests and lectures.. hehee.. no mood to do also.. =P been slacking too much already.. need to get back my momentum soon! i can't wait for holidays to come!! 3 more weeks to go!

okie.. i shall start with last mon, the rehearsal day.. =) had to reach sch early in the morning and prepared to go to SCH for rehearsal but den it rained.. =X rehearsal went quite smoothly i guess.. we had 4 hours in there from 9am to 1pm! o.O wad a long time and its like damn expensive i think! 1hr alr a few thousands le.. =/ somemore time spend there wasn't very efficient also lah.. conductor spend almost an hour to prac the erhu how to change their erhu.. lol.. went back to sch after tt and watched the video taken for rehearsal.. den it was sectionals and i think a lot of us gt quite high.. hahaha.. not only our section but other section too.. x) we need to prac taifeng so we went crazy with it! exaggerate all the actions and blow out loud.. the cello ppl carry up their cellos and play it like a guitar! lol! damn funny.. but it was really enjoyable.. =) also enjoyed the day without sch! xD haha.. the feeling tt there was no lessons and all abt co like mon was great! :D

tues was our final practice.. not too much of prac.. but din played as well arh.. but not impt anymore.. our morale and everything else is quite high.. =) our pres had a long long long talk before we end.. so we end prac at 7pm and he talked until 8pm plus.. lol! our senior came back to help us re-paste all the dimo for ard 14 dizis and this took all the way until 10pm!! o.O zzZZzZzzzz.. this is 1 day before syf.. hahaa.. anyway, i din really slp tt night also.. not because i feel too nervous or excited leh.. was busy doing something for my friend.. din really complete in the end but i am satisfied with my artwork! hahaa.. x) slpt at ard 3.30 and need to wake up by 4.30 to go sch! had to reach sch by 5.45am.. =/ tired....

SYF! : it started raining halfway when i almost reached sch.. =( got a bit drenched.. okie.. so early in the morning when everyone else is getting nervous, we played through the 2 pieces once more.. had to prepare early and go to SCH.. i think we are really kiasu sia.. need to reach by 9am and we reached at ard 8 plus am.. super early lor.. but its a gd measure to avoid the morning jam.. *excited* haha.. maybe cause due to lack of slp, i was getting a bit high ar.. finally, the time reached... we are the third group to perform.. was feeling alright when we are still outside unlike others.. ;) but ar.. the time inside flew! before i really get ready and prepared, the first song started! suddenly my heart start to pump like mad.. fingers were trembling due to the coldness and nervous? and air blown was shaky.. =XXX feel tt i din played well for my first few bars.. =( din do up to the expected.. everything just happen too fast and the second song started!! the fearful song tt everyone is scared of cause we need to count the bars from head to toe like crazy! cannot miss! started quite okie and my friend was really impressive with her solo part.. those going concert will hear tt! =) by this time i have calmed down a bit le.. but still carefully counting my bars.. following strictly to the rythem.. hear some of the other solo parts and they were great! esp the suonas who did especially wonderful tt day! =) i love the erhu jazz part most.. haha.. the way they move is very nice! xD whoo~! okie.. maybe cause i was listening to them to their music and counting so hard tt i was quite tense up and nv really relax to enjoy the music.. towards the bad gt a bit huang and some mistakes.. =(( hopefully it wasn't obvious.. there it goes, just the 10 plus mins on stage was over! felt a bit upset tt i din played my best but yet relieved tt it was over!

btw, i saw junle at SCH there doing part time! hahaa.. so coincidence.. =) okie.. so break for lunch.. my section went further out to eat at raffles city.. sat there to discuss abt the judging this year.. took a long time and finally back for the results.. so miss the afternoon section de performances.. =( saw some vj friends! :D yeah! really glad to see ppl familiar ard.. too bad we can't have a full group photo of the ahs ppl! =(

okie.. then here comes the super nervous part.. the results! we had to wait very long before the results are out.. so during tt time, band syf results came out and i feel quite sad for them also.. lots of friends there and they must be crying and very sad.. =(( heart ache for them too.. i'm sure they did their best le! can't wait for their concert too! at tt time, we were all afraid we will be like them, the fate of tj performing arts this year is really quite bad.. so naturally we were scared too.. knowing tt this year competition was really stiff.. although we receive gd comments but still.. finally, when the mcee mentioned the "rong yu jin, gold with honours!" cheers covered the whole SCH! happy happy! xD further on, 4 more other schs were awarded gwh too.. and yup, all deserve it! tjco and ajco started cheering loudly when we were out of the hall.. cause both of our conductor, huang sheng, schs gt gwh! i think he is damn imba! although i am scared of him, dun really like him in the past, but i think he is really a gd conductor who knows how to manage an orchestra.. the way he handle things to some extent i agree.. like wad he said in the last few days.. "we shall not look at the medal, respect for each other is more impt, its the process"

we stayed on in SCH for a long time to spam photos randomly cause everyone was overwhelmed with the happiness.. :D as for me, sadly to say, i have to admit i wasn't as excited or agitated like i wad used to feel.. well.. yea.. indeed i was happy but i feel numb to the results.. nvm abt tt.. so finally after we left, we headed for vivo city the large area at the top for some celebrations.. huang sheng treated us to snacks and drinks.. =) tt's our dinner u see.. hahaa.. some played catching and there we are, just sit down and talked till night falls and celebrated my friend's bday! i think the result to her is the best bday present le.. =)

now tt syf is over, no more late practices, no more intensive training, no more dinners together.. the abruptly suddenly makes me feel empty.. =X i think its cause the last few days together, the 3 days together was really enjoyable.. i really really finally felt into the co.. tt's the way i have been wanting to have.. the process, the bondedness, the enjoyment, the common goal, the heart and mind together... wah.. finally gd memories which i will rmb.. =)

let the memories carry on for another week when we chiong for concert alright? let it end in a beautifully way..