down with cough and flu.. =( i really hate cough. the whole hall is so quiet with me coughing non-stop for the past two days. and worst of all, it makes me unable to write. and hence lead to the fact that i can't finish the paper. was trying to hold back not to cough and its really difficult! =( die die die. please go away cough!!

owell, econs was really hard i think and once again i chose the wrong question. how bad can that be? today's physics paper 2 by right is consider easy but due to my stuper duper carelessness plus i did not finish, yay, i think i wan dan le. haiz... hate the rainy weather too these few days too!! sometimes so cold sometimes so hot! make me so sleepy and tired but i can't get to sleep these few days! =( everytime going to fall asleep i will start coughing and then awake. rarr!

11 more days to go! or at least 5 more days, till after next tues can slack abit already! faster come! and i wan to recover really soon! i have been drinking tons of water, visiting the toilet umpteen times a day, abstaining from cold stuffs like ice cream and bubble tea and all those junk food!! but i can't control myself soon and i wan to eat them! =(

taking everything in my stride already, kan kai le. so what if it is A levels? =/

haiz.. sick.. having sore throat and a bit feverish.. cold on the outside, hot in the inside =( what a bad timing to get it right? tried self curing this time and don't know why cannot work this time! wasted my time sleeping. =( now no time to study already. how to concentrate too when i am already so distracted.

fri was maths paper 2. it was still okie. but i stupidly handed in my question paper as well and by the time i realised it was too late to retrieve it back. owell, nvm i don't think i need it right?

only 1 week down, still have 3 more weeks to go or at least 1 and a half more before we can slack a bit. but i already no mood to study le. have been treating the exams so lightly and still studying at my own sweet pace. wish me luck man.

hope this week will be over faster, i really wan to rest. stupid sore throat is leading to cough which i hate most and can't take it. i will die if it doesn't recover by tomorrow. =(

i am freaking pissed off now, with nobody else but myself!! =@@@@@ did the hardest ques and leave out the easiest ques! how can a person be so stupid like me?????????? DUMB! and the fact that the hardest ques is the topic with i am the weakest at and obviously i dunno how to do, while the easiest one is the topic which i am much better at. WTH! ='( ='( ='( everything has not been smooth since A level starts. maths paper 1 was crap, with some stupid sign that nv see before. GP came out topics i din cover at all and i din finish my AQ. wadever la! chem paper 3 was considered relatively ok but i make such a stupid blunder which is going to lead to terrible results. i should go bang my head against the wall! AGGHHHHHHH!! =((((((

i wan to cry badly now... :'(

the ge tai here at my house is super noisy just now!!! i can't concentrate and study! plus i did a chem paper 3 and i got lots dunno how to do and wrong! =((( so irritating! heard that the ge tai or drama is going to last for the whole week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how am i going to study??????? tell me tell me... :(:(:( i still got a lot more things to study!

school has ended and we had our graduation on 26 oct, mon. the concert was not bad, some teachers are quite creative in their writings for their students like bio department injecting good charms gene into the host. maths dept with their extrapolation of graph for our results, history dept comparing the sources etc x) busy talking individual photos and did not had many group photos! magic show was super funny! with ming da making fun of mr tong! and how the gp tutors mark our scripts by drawing circles and throwing it to see where it land. lol! =.= took a last ahs photo too! the ahs spirits will always be there! :) ate lunch with class at pizza hut after that.

so despite many many upsetting and empty moments that had happened in tj much more than the enjoyable ones, i have grown more i guess. learn to be more independent definitely.

this is really funny!
the 6 of us

ahs!
rushed down to my sis graduation ceremony at swiss hotel last wed. all because of stupid tuition, i couldn't attend! i had to rush down after that. by the time i reached home it was already 8 plus and then rushed like mad down because she could not bring the mortar home to take pics lor. so by the time i reached, it ended already but still they lingered around more some time. happy to my sis graduate and it was her pay day! =D took some photos and wore her square hat! i worried i dun have the chance to do that so had to have a try. wahaha.. my mum is super cute cause she wanted to try too! hope i will have my chance and bring my parents to my graduation ceremony too.

好幸福!
so proud of my sis! =D
my cute mum! =)

when will i get my turn?

had my last tuition today, which sucks totally. but owell, finally the last lesson already. it better helps after i have been paying so much fees! been feeling restless and moody.. =( listened the radio and they say a studying buddy helps. i thought of the times sh, jt and me were in 4A classrooms studying together, cheering each other on. and the funny incident of the clown! those were the days..

1 more week to the start...