back from uncle's chalet at night. din wanted to go but no choice. was quite boring.

happy to get the job at nafa. admin i think. starting work next year. =) at least i secure a job. but my sis told me can get better one but must depend on luck and wait. well.. don't think i should right?

very late now. sleeping soon. but i am suddenly feeling very hesitant to attend the gathering later. =( i have promised and i will go. i am afraid though. but please give me the courage to take the this step to maintain this precious friendship. i really need it.