it has been quite eventful ever since my last post. there was the terrible result day on 6th march, that fateful day. all i can say is that everything is fated already, no matter how disappointed, upset or whatever i feel, there is nothing i can do. i will have to consider the next step. i know many who did not bad and relatively well as well as super good ones. really feel happy for these people who have worked hard for it. as for others, be strong k, i believe you can and will be able to get through this. =) jia you gal!!

went for all the open house by the respectively universities but i guess it wasn't very helpful. i still can't decide on what course to take and what i want. sigh.. =( i have already thrown the whole issue of uni application to the back of my mind for 2 weeks already. better start deciding now jie min! left a week plus only!

this march is really preoccupied by work. i have been working non-stop for 3 consecutive weeks already! super drained out. ot till quite late for many nights and working early for a few days. its just so busy at work and my colleagues are all taking off and not in the office!! the handling of all the people and management at work is starting to make me lose my cool and attitude. i really can't stand some stuffs at times and it erodes my character. =( have been quite attitude at work which upon reflection makes me feel that i should not be doing so when i am in this customer service line. sigh...

there is a new temp staff from rj too. they sound like we are incapable and inefficient this year that they have to hire one more temp staff which they never did before. whatever lah.

there is something else which i want to rant about. that is the day which i have to wake up at 5 plus in the morning and then travel to fajar sec which is in bukit panjang and have to reach there by 7.30am for a school visit. initially, they wanted to make me travel by train or bus but realise that even if i take the earliest one i may be late too. so finally get to cab there and the money is going to take forever to be returned back to me!! =@ furthermore, at that school, i was so so so surprised that i have to handle the booth alone and give a short introduction to the sec 1s students and they rotate by classes. so, i did not get prepared and did impromptu presentation repeatedly, screaming my voice in the open hall fighting against the microphone until i got sore throat! =(

this work is just crap. =( sigh sigh.. come on, i need to persevere on and complete my 6 months contract!