back from olivia ong's campus concert today! there was a surprise special guest performer too and that is 刘力扬. =) my first time going for such concert. it was nice!

its the 4th week in uni alr! slowly getting use to the environment and hall life. but i can stay that uni life is not like what i thought it will be. totally NOT like what other people will say that it is easier than JC life. its much worse! a senior once told me: "every semester is like an A levels" i totally agree.

what i have been learning throughout the past 2 years in JC for mathematics is now all integrated into just 1 module. its killing. totally lost in those lecture notes and slides. cannot cope and don't understand. tutorials don't know how to do. but what is worse off is that there are not many people around who can or willingly to teach and share. =( many people in uni are superficial. but they are mostly muggers and damn smart. ok, maybe i shouldn't generalize.

i guess its just a process, when i first started JC i hate it too. now its just another phase of life. i just hope i will survive well through then. its just the beginning now. i had another failed attempt in interview. sigh.. =( level of confidence just keeps on dropping. anyway, everything and everyone around me is going to be much more hectic soon. i am going to learn sign language soon! =) hope i master it well.

play hard but more importantly, i need to STUDY HARD! motivation! and help needed for maths!

i miss home and my friends too. felt a strong urge of guiltiness plus xin tong towards my beloved family members. =(

I TOTALLY, COMPLETELY FORGOT MY JC STUFFS.

just the first tutorial on real numbers and inequalities makes me go mad. =(

I SERIOUSLY NEED HELP FOR MATHS! ANYONE? =(

am in hostel right now. check in on sun because we thought it was first come first basis for the better rooms. but its not. officially move in on tue. the room is very dusty. but my room is consider not bad le. althoughh can't compare to other halls with air con. theirs is like condo style! very nice and new!

non-air con halls - chalet style
air con halls - HDBs style
hall 3 and 16 - condo style

but my room is bigger than other ppl becoz its besides the stairs. =)

this week is orientation week so still quite slack. realise that not going for hall camp will really miss out a lot because people will have already know each other. but there is good thing about it. can concentrate more on studies i hope. cause there are really lots of hall activities.

oh ya! i am having lessons like on the saturday after hari raya pusa which is next fri! =( then will need to stay in hostel! can't go home! sian.. just for tt 2 hours of lecture early in the morning.. =((

need to get some time to upload photos! and think of how to decorate my room..

ok, need to go off, need to wake up early tmr for a whole day of talks. =/