back from olivia ong's campus concert today! there was a surprise special guest performer too and that is 刘力扬. =) my first time going for such concert. it was nice!

its the 4th week in uni alr! slowly getting use to the environment and hall life. but i can stay that uni life is not like what i thought it will be. totally NOT like what other people will say that it is easier than JC life. its much worse! a senior once told me: "every semester is like an A levels" i totally agree.

what i have been learning throughout the past 2 years in JC for mathematics is now all integrated into just 1 module. its killing. totally lost in those lecture notes and slides. cannot cope and don't understand. tutorials don't know how to do. but what is worse off is that there are not many people around who can or willingly to teach and share. =( many people in uni are superficial. but they are mostly muggers and damn smart. ok, maybe i shouldn't generalize.

i guess its just a process, when i first started JC i hate it too. now its just another phase of life. i just hope i will survive well through then. its just the beginning now. i had another failed attempt in interview. sigh.. =( level of confidence just keeps on dropping. anyway, everything and everyone around me is going to be much more hectic soon. i am going to learn sign language soon! =) hope i master it well.

play hard but more importantly, i need to STUDY HARD! motivation! and help needed for maths!

i miss home and my friends too. felt a strong urge of guiltiness plus xin tong towards my beloved family members. =(